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2012-02-05T22:39:00.000+08:00

In an blink of an eye, Chinese New Year is over and Exams are round the corners.

This CNY, dun really have the feel, everyone is like so busy, relatives come to ah ma house, for just a little while and zao alr. Its like come for the sake of coming. Also, this CNY no luck. People say those ROOSTER people is the luckiest this year, but i beg to differ. I am so lucky just only during the Eve of the CNY, after that, keep losing money. Even though i alr so broke, but still cant win a single bit of money :@

In addition, this CNY, my great grandmother was admitted to the hospital. CHU 1, first phone call received was to notify that my great grandma was in hospital. After a few days, my grandpa went in too. Why two person admitted to hospital at this time? I cant afford to lose both of them.

Thank God that my great grandma has been discharged but then now staying in an old folks home cuz no one take care of her at home, so put her at there. But everytime when we free, we will go see her. But my grandpa, supposed to be discharged tmr, then doctor called all the sons and daughters of my grandpa down to the hospital tmr and wanna talk abt my grandpa condition. If he is alright, i doubt the doctor will need to do so. I think they are discussing if wanna do a surgery which my grandpa is scare of. Hais so many problem now.

Very frustrated. Why does this kind of things have to happen during exam period. During my O lvl time, my grandma passed away, now gonna exam, then grandpa in hospital. Hais.....

K, now stop talking abt sad things.

Tmr gonna go down to BBDC for my motor prac 2.01. I know u all want to tell me Bike dangerous, i also know that. But thats my interest, i like to ride. Even though if i accident and die one day, i will be kinda glad. No need to think of so much things alr. But this kind of act is kinda selfish cuz my parents and families will be sad. I will be very careful!!!

Now, i am very very very broke alr, so these few days, dinner will be either at home or at grandma hse.. Bo bian alr. Then exam coming alr, need to spend these few days to study. This sem de modules are kinda heavy in content. Not that easy. RFA, FIT, COST and TAX. all also can kill....

Ok till then~ Wish Everyone, including me, GOOD LUCK FOR EXAMS!

2012-01-12T22:47:00.000+08:00

Went to gym yesterday! First time gyming with Keith, Yu Xian and Jiaqi! Met Selva at there, realised that he gyms often and he stays near me! Finally, found one that stays near me!

So as expected, my arms and chest are aching but the feeling is shiok eh! HAHA One thing i am afraid that if one day, i really have those muscular chest and if i stop gyming, what will it become!

Trying to not eat so much nowadays cuz seeing my tummy so big ! But ppl always say that i am not far leh, maybe because i tall bah, cant really see my tummy with my shirt covering.

Today, was ABIT late for school, reached LT 15 mins late but i know LGL wont start lecture so early one. haha But because i am late, i got to know something that i feel that i am a very useless brother. Met Wei Ming at the overhead bridge and he told me Jonathan was in Hospital, and i was like ??? Blurred. He said that his lung got one hole and has been absent from school for 2 weeks! The first thing in my mind was, why didnt Jon tell me? Its either, he duwan me to worry or he just duwan tell me uh. But still i feel so fail, my first God Brother and i didnt know that he was in a miserable state, luckily he replied my msg just now. Gonna really find one day go down and visit him .

Hope he will be fine now cuz he just had his surgery.

Hmm, tmr will be going to be a long long day! 9am to 5pm but got 2 hrs break and this break gotta use it for IL sia, damn paiseh one.. gonna interview ppl! After school, going GYM! with the same old people including SELVA!

But my cliques wanna eat dinner and play bball leh, think i after gym, go join them bah! if not i will feel bad! Then if i go play bball, i will think of Jon, alone in hospital, aiyo.. very fan sia now..

till then~

2012-01-04T20:53:00.000+08:00

New Year New Hopes, New term New grades!

Gotten back my Tax Common test paper! Frankly speaking, i always have high targets of myself but seldom tell people about it. I aimed to get first in class for every single paper, even though i cannot achieve it, i still hope that i can a High A. People might think i am proud or arrogant or something, but i dun think so. This are my targets and when i have achieved it, it is my achievement! Not trying to act pro!

Ok back to tax paper! Not the highest but got a high A though. Gonna get back cost tmr and i doubt that i will get top cuz i didnt do the paper well. hopefully as A!

So tuesday went to school for FIT lecture even though my lect is on thurs, i went to crash BS people's lecture hahaha by doing so, i can go home early on Thurs! So on tue, I drove to school since dad is not using the car! Reached school, found a place to park and went for lecture, during lec, keep worrying about my car being "summon" haha thats the bad thing of driving to school without the label! And in lecture at 2pm, the amount of turnout is as below but more came in subsequently, whereas the rest declared themselves a day of holiday because one of their lecture is cancelled and they dun wan to come!

Oh ya! When i trying to post that above pic to twitter, it shows me this!

After that, met Kai ming and sent him home! What a good friend i am! HAHAHA reached home and slack slack, brought dog down and went out to eat, was quite sick alr though. FLU! Reached home, ate a medicine which makes me SLEEPY! and i cannot concentrate doing my tax tutorial. Only did qn 1 then i went to sleep.

Today drove to school again, using my mum's car, she asked me to change tyre for her, so since i gonna buy the coupon which cost $20, i must make it worth. I drove to school as well! Parked at Blk 72 carpark, white lot and after TAX tutorial, i saw a notice on my car, it states that they notice my car parked at this lot at this time. Its like So LAME! haha then after FIT tutorial, they put another one! :@ I asked the warden, he said dunno wat third time then kena clamp! Pls dun clamp me uh! I no money one!

After school, went to timah market with Keith and Yu xian, ate alr then i zao to batok to change tyres, the tyres really cmi alr, if dun change, will accident anytime one! So one tyre cost $125! So exp luh! But guess what ? I saw a GTR there! One of his tyre cost $1300! No joke!!!

Reached home, took a nap till 6.30pm, brought dog down and here i am posting, later going dinner with daddy!

Wanna thank someone here! U brighten my day when i received ur card! Thanks for the effort to even make this card for me! haha Xie Xie ni hen duo! I very gan dong haha.. <3

till then~

2012-01-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! WELCOME 2012!

THE MISERABLE 2011 HAS ENDED! EVEN THOUGH THERE ARE HAPPY TIMES IN 2011 BUT THERE ARE ALSO BAD TIMES! NO MATTER WHAT IT IS, EVERYTHING IS OVER AND NOW I HAVE TO START EVERYTHING ALL OVER. GONNA WORK HARD!

Ytd was a busy busy busy day! Morning went to Darren house play mahjong.. play till 2 or 3plus then went home change and off we go to Sembawang Home team Ns Chalet! Reached there, first thing is to gamble! haha i won like 15 dollars :)

Then food came, pizza and kfc! Overall, one has to pay $37 for food drinks and chalet. Quite exp though but this kind of thing is long long one time! haha

After eating, went down to mahjong room and play again! haha was damn damn damn lucky.. won $16 dollars! Total winnings for the day managed to cover for the chalet! so happy lor dun need to pay !

After that went up to drink one cup of alcoholic drink and 11.55pm! All went to change because there was this cranky idea, when the clock strikes 12am, we will all jump into the pool! Its not allowed but who carees? Its New Year leh! And we did! All jumped into the water, afterwhich all see security guards coming and all zao! hahahahaha damn fun. went to change and we started our drinking session!

We had 3 martell! and we were all down after the 2nd one.. and Jiale was like totally drunk.. damn funny! haha I was having headache but after a nap from 3-5am i was better.. then wake up sit sit talk talk and drink abit more and it was alr 6.30am! Happy times flies!

Packed up and off to look for a cab back! Reached home, and waited for dad to buy breakfast even though i still abit drunk! haha.. After eating, went to slp!

Till 1.30pm, bro wake me up for mahjong but i rejected! Quite rare to see this happening hehe.. Whole day was at home till night, went to ah ma hse for dinner then followed my bro drive my mum car out to wash... Bro first time driving after getting his license.. haha quite funny though..

Ok, New Year, New start, Resolution - Firstly, Financial problems in family to be better! Studies also get good grades so i can qualify for scholarship but doubt can uh, i no cca :( Then relationships within Brothers from sec sch to maintain! haha also not forgetting, poly frens, (got bros or not uh) Hmmm... thinking..if u think u are one to me.. Hope to maintain all brotherhood!

Once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012!

2011-12-29T04:38:00.000+08:00

This is 4.33am 29 Dec!

Just came back from bukit batok chalet! Whose birthday is it?! Its that little Pussy Hao Wei Damien! hahahaha
Nice name right? Cuz he bday boy but nvr drink ! haha so he called himself pussy!

Although its a bday celebration but most of them went there to gamble! Including me! haha
Lost 55 beginning LUCKILY earned back.. but hand itchy, continue to gamble then lost 8 in the end.. happy alr looooo

And i still eating at this time! How to not get fat sia? then tmr still got to wake up at ard 9.30am! Need to reached Cousin Gideon Lee hse by 11am to drive him go so where!

As for school work, project for RFA and FIT alr done liao.. i love my group.. so efficient even though without keith! BUT still, with keith is better hahahahaha...

As for r/s, still nobody wan..

Ytd was 28/12! It was the fifth month of my buddy with his girlfriend! Saw their pictures.. so blissed..Well, what else can i say yo? Pls cherish her! haha ;)

Till then..

2011-12-22T13:55:00.000+08:00

Team OIP!

Four Jokers~

19~21 Dec 2011

Food trail ended! We really got the chance to know about the nice food's location! Although first day's planning was not very well done but the second day's one backed it up.

We set out at around 10am, first went to Adam road to have nice ginger tea and nasi lemak, long queue indeed but thank God that we are not the one queueing up eh? After which, we proceeded to Golden Mile. This station brought us a burden! The chair! we were like, sort of, being punished for removing the makeups that we were supposed to walk around singapore with! Despite that, we ate curry chicken noodle, one dessert, claypot rice. The claypot rice was really nice! We moved on to Shaw tower! Had some games and ice-creams. Moving on to Old airport road. The lao ban beancurd, it really melts in ur mouth! we also had porrigde, and Char Kway Tiao! not bad also. Last second stop was Maxwell hawker what we have there was, chicken rice and some dimsum i think. There was also fish soup noodle.

Last stop! Chomp Chomp! The nice hokkien noodle, still remembering it, the biggest glass of sugar cane i had ever seen, bbq chicken wing, porridge again, beancurd with yam. Everything was very very nice! I did not regret coming to this camp. Really! Now i know the places with good food and now, with me being able to drive, i am sure to go back to those places with my friends!

Every night of the camp, we had a HTHT session but then i did not share a thing cuz i was like not really open to them? I will only be opened to friends or bros that i feel that i can confide in them. Not that i dun treat those OIP people as close fren but it just kinda hard to share feelings with them. So most of the time, i was slping lol...

Finally break camp at 10am in the morning on wed, we went to have breakfast and off we go on our separated ways and reached home. First thing to do is to drop dead on the bed! Was really tiring cuz was travelling whole day on the second day, my Ezlink damn poor thing, no money alr, then my bank also.. hais.. really need to work soon..

Tmr 9am! reporting to bukit batok! Hope it will not be a tiring one again..

Till then~

2011-12-18T21:21:00.001+08:00

Finally Common tests are over, doubt that i will do well for cost accounting, too many careless mistakes and seriously, Cost is a killer! Arghh :@

Well, even though i am currently having my holidays, but then i am still very busy eh?

Friday - After paper, go bowling, pool, drink!
Saturday - Hangover, stay at home then drive the car out for inspection
Sunday - Morning, went geylang eat then went home then went plaza singapura to settle some things then went to play basketball.

It has been a long time since i last played basketball, quite fun though, not really tired even though played quite a number of games. But then was injured! My little finger hit against the ball and now its swelling, then chest part got elbow-ed then my legs having blister, i bet tmr morning wake up, sure whole body ache.

After playing basketball, went back home and it was raining. I wanted to go to my ah ma hse and have dinner. Since it was raining and i thought i shall drive there using my mum car. I cant believe that she is so stingy to this extent. I only drove her car a few times and i didnt went very far with her car. Some of the times, She was the one who ask me to drive out to do somethings then now wan to come kb me the oil. Nb i only use how many times? Go ah ma hse how far? 40km? can eat how much of your patrol? That time when you drive dad's car, did u even help to pump petrol? Knn

Living in this hse is really making me go crazy, everything is about money, if you dun have money yourself, you cant live in this hse. Seriously, every thing we do is all about money, Bills, petrol, car, hdb, my pocket money, travel allowance, sch fees..

Next time, when i come to the workforce, when i earned money, you better dun come ask me for money -.- U dun even pay things for me and u expect me to give u money? U wait long long lo..

Ok enough of this stupid problem. Now i have pump the petrol FULL TANK for u and the chances of me driving ur car again is 0.01%. I rather walk.

Tmr going to Food trail! A 3 days 2 nights camp in school, staying in loft eh, first time, hope it will be a fun time.

Now lying on bed, dunno what to do.. hope to lie down and nvr wake up again, no more problems...hais..

2011-12-05T23:49:00.000+08:00

Very sad and disappointed now.. reason being, another friend of mine says i am irritating.. The moment why ppl say i am irritating and annoying, i really hate myself and it will be hard to face that friend of mine. I suck at this. This is not the first time and i doubt it will be the last time.. I just dunno why whenever i online, i will go talk to people, perhaps this makes ppl annoyed or irritated ...

I really hope to change and control myself. From now on, I will just online and put myself as busy and wont talk to people unless of impt issues, for those non-impt one, i guess i have to stop talking abt that. It just makes people feel irritated.

I suck at this seriously, why am i like this?

Sad thing aside, CT this saturday, was chatting with Gideon, he asked me why no stress? Basically, just share with him that this is only CT and things tested are far lesser than exams, if u are stress now, what abt exams? If u listen in lecture, able to catch up in tutorials, u should be fine for ur test. He said i am too optimistic but sometimes we need to be able to KAN KAI abit, dun give urself too much stress..

Hope people reading this will be able to understand and hope it helps u all!

Lastly, i still suck at making people feel that i am not irritating! FML

2011-12-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

Finally this day has come, Standard Chartered Marathon! This year, i joined neither 5km, 10km, 21km nor 42.195km! Guess what? I joined the Ekiden! Its like a relay, 6 per team, as a team, we have to complete 42.195km and we can get a medal and finisher tee! I was selected to run 6km! The day before went to Jiale hse to stay overnight because we gotta to leave house at 2.30am and his hse is near MRT! So we reached City hall at ard 4am, can alr see many people! Went to settle our baggage and then went to take the shuttle bus to the station that we are supposed to be. I chose not to bring handphone along to run but kinda regretted. I reached the station at 4.30am! The race start at 5am and i was the fifth runner. I have to wait for 3hrs before my turn to run. So around 5am, i tried to sleep, after countless of attempt, trying to slp seated, i managed to doze off but was awaken shortly by the cheers of the volunteer after 45mins or so. The elite runners ran past, all foreigners leh.. then after 1.5hrs the first runner ran past the 26km line! It was damn fast and cool cuz got police car and bikes escorting! I was like wow~

So waited and waited, finally my turn to run! So started running after not running for a long time. Time checked at the 3km line for me, i took only 15 mins to run 3km! was quite happy, then i reached the 4km, abit buay tahan alr but i told myself, mind over body, cannot allow myself to walk! so in the end i didnt walk at all! so happy with myself luh! But was supposed to run 6km, i think i ran 6.5km instead because the last 2km seems nvr ending! ran for 50 mins i think, so jialat!

After the race, went to eat popeyes with my legs so pain! haha after lunch, went home by bus and the moment i reached home, i slept! till 7pm. Woke up and drove frens to eat at timah and finally back home!

Today, drive my dad to eat then to ah ma hse then back home do work. Ard 6pm drive out again for dinner. Drove my frens back that time, i beat red light! Tot i can cross .. but sian, should have stopped. Lucky no camera.. but then i still feel guilty, i duwan my license revoke! Hope nth will happen to me for one year.

Now i get tired of driving alr, thinking of have to park and drive thru narrow ways. so sian uh! Initially was fun but now no fun anymore. Now whenever i go out with my dad, i have to drive, a few reasons, he want to let me drive cuz he can train and guide me and also to practice more, secondly, i sometimes volunteer to drive because i can dad not feeling well, moreever he just discharged from hospital and hands were like bruised and he was complaining headaches at time.

No choice! I drive, but now already very sian! HOW HOW HOW? Why my dad always drive not tired one uh? Hmm, reflecting on my mistakes now and CT is like this sat?!

I haven revise, Kenny uh Kenny! Must score well! Must be on director list again! but then got bcomm. abit hard alr! ARGHH plus teacher say my bcomm not good :(

SIAN AHHHHH~ till then...

2011-11-25T18:13:00.000+08:00

Day 2 since i passed my driving license, dad has been beside me when i drive, although i know that he keep nag at me is for my own good but as he nags, the stresser i get. Just now, he scolded me till i really dun feel like driving anymore. I know that you duwan to get the car into accident, neither do i. But as u have said, i have just gotten my license and there are defiinitely things that i dunno. Sometimes u wan me go fast, sometimes slow.
I am really very stress... People might think, wa Kenny, u can drive alr, shiok uh? but then they dunno the stress that i am facing.

Just came back from grandma hse and the moment i reached home, mother has been complaining non stop, she just wont stop it. Everything in this house is about money, dad dun have money to pay for car insurance and road tax, elder brother is alr working and pay is like 1.6k every month. I know he want to save up but cant really blame him cuz he alr helped to pay for certain stuff at home. But i think it is not too much for him to fork out abit more? Mother is working and i dunno why she seems to have alot of money but very relunctant to spend on us. She seems to spend on herself only. Whole day scolding my dad -.- She nvr think that who have been giving us, the kids, pocket money every day when we were young, paying for HDB instalments. And, she took the money that we have got after selling the old apartment, i think totalled up to 100k? Then still wat? borrow loanshark, make the hse kena pour paint? she nvr say the things she did wrong but keep say my dad only? She nvr think whose name did she buy the car under?

I think if this carries on, worst come to worst, divorce, sell the apartment, get back the car and both stay in a separate apartment lah.. When they quarrel, the most terrible person will be ME! Have to help them do this do that, pass message. Really had enough.

I just hope that time passes quickly, let me graduate from uni or acca, get a job and get out of these house. If not, let me die early, so that i dun not have to tolerate so much.

2011-11-23T23:51:00.000+08:00

Finally! The day that i have been waiting for!!!!!!!!

I passed my TP!! I can drive on the road now without the L plate!

Am i dreaming?!?!?!

Went to school this morning, wearing smart casual, in the class, heart pumping damn fast! Then class ended at ard 11am, then dad come fetch me to BBDC for one revision, after that revision, dad came again to fetch me to ah ma hse, ah ma cooked maggie for me! Her maggie is DAMNNN nice! After eating, then ard 1.50pm! Dad playing mahjong, then i bo bian need go bbdc alone for TP, so i went, and it was rainining, it never rain before during my practical and the first time it rain is the time during my tp, how cool?

During the warm-up, everything was done nicely, and in the waiting room, i was thinking, if i can do like that during TP, sure can pass one, so waited for ard 40 mins, off-ed my phone to prevent unnecessary stress.

KENNY KOH, shouted the tester, and off i go for my test, everything was good except the directional change, abit off and i beat amber light!! haha but he gave chance uh, good person!!! hahahaahah

After everything, i got a hunch that i passed alr but cannot confirm till he showed me the paper above! Damn shiok uh the feeling! haha went to make my license immediately and bought Probation plate. Once again, dad came fetch me and i put the probation plate, waiting to drive but he dun let. He brought me to buy food for my dog and we went home. He waited for me downstairs while i went to pass my mum the food at home. I came down and we wanna go to my ah ma hse again, waiting for time to pass for the dinner at NUSS Guild, so i told him let me drive to ah ma hse leh, near near only! AND he let me!!! HAHA damn shiok uh!!

Then he sent me to dinner and Dinner was cool, meeting everybody after such a long time, although we have gatherings often but not all were always here, today John didnt came, heard tmr his bday and he went to celebrate with his parents, Happy 18th Birthday John!!!! hahahaha

After dinner, dad called, he said abit sleepy alr, then i told him to go sleep first uh but he kinda want to come fetch me, then i tell him, u drive come then i drive back uh! and he really come and i thought he wouldnt let me drive back, so i just try my luck, he came and i said, let me drive leh! then he said u wan drive, give u drive uh! hahahah damn happy uh! although i dun really know the way home but dad is here!!

Forgot off hazard lights when moving off, Jerrick sure laugh at me one! !@%&*() haha no matter wat, i passed!! yeappie!

Ok, back to studies, Jialat uh, e-learning work plus tutorial really can kill, tmr morning must wake up and do alr, if not cui ttm! okok tired after a whole day.

Till here~

2011-11-18T18:42:00.001+08:00

Have not seen a rainbow for like damn long? lost count alr, finally saw it! haha and saw it with frens yo! quite a fun time, suppose to went for FML run, but then cancelled due to the rain.. Frankly speaking, i also abit lazy to run lah! But then if nvr rain, i will still run! 4km!!!

Hmm Time flies, already in week 5, today is the last day of week 5, next week e-learning alr then after that common test soon, time really passes damn fast when u are in poly.. Seriously!!!! Still remembering the time when we were still deciding whether to go for OIP-Xiamen, and now, we already went to xiamen and came back! and also 5 weeks passed since we come back! Time really flies, getting older and older each year yo~

As for studies, i still able to cope except for econs, really lost interest in it but just taking it for the sake of deferring my internship. Actually, i also dun mind if my internship is in the sem 1 of year 3 but then since my frens wants to take it in sem 2, then i shall follow them uh, if not like some lonely dog again.. Another reason why i duwan to drop econs is, the teacher says that if i pass econs with at least B, if i go NTU, i can skip that module. Accountancy in NTU seems not bad but then i dunno if i can get it or should i go other uni? Still working hard to get my gpa up to at least 3.8 and maintain it or even higher!

Going to uni seems to also require CCA and i dun have one sia.. if in sec sch then good liao, CCA points GAO GAO.. and now, went for CAC exCo interview, didnt manage to get into it :( now still fretting abt my cca points, i wan at least silver? if not bronze! I need more ccas!

So now trying to participate in events that gives me cca points, like the FML run and also food thrail with frens! abit relunctant to join but curious abt camping in school! nvr did that since i came into NP.

Next, this movie! the apple of my eye! I swear that this movie is very very very good and also damn funny!! haha its a MUST to watch! Really!!!!! the song also damn touching.. Hmm Highly Recommended by ME!

Now, wanted to talk abt the AAA lecturer! She is a lecturer of BS! She is a damn freaking funny lady, joker max! Met her last week and the way she gave her lecture, damn hilarious luh! keep scolding and in the end act like some depression lady LOL, then say this week will bring torchlight to shine on ppl who keeps talking and in the end, this week she REALLY BROUGHT it to school sia, then whenever she shine on people, she will dim the light, damn irony uh! then keep ask ppl keep quiet.. This wont happen in our lecutre luh, everytime i see her scolding people, the way uh, makes my way man.. hahahahaha

Tmr need to go work! Big event, need alot helpers and they asked me go back help! I am a kind person, wont forget that this company let me earn so much money but also wont forget that they ask me do alot of shit things! haha but still i go back to help! tmr sentosa, later the sun make me giddy again.. pls dont uh! SUN! tmr pls be kind to me pls pls pls.. tmr one hour 7 dollars, increase by 1 dollar :) cuz we kind, we go back help! others still 6 dollars hahahahhaa if i driver i would have gotten 8 dollars lah !@%&()

Ok Lastly! Traffic police test next wednesday, to be frank, i lost my confidence in driving ever since i failed that first time, i was like wts when i mount the kerb, thinking, how can i fail? how to face my frens? my dad? sian.. if this time fail again, i really dunno wat to do, take again is a must luh, but the times when i actually can drive one but fail, the feeling damn sucks! If i passed that time, i would have been driving for the past 1 and the half month!! I really hope that i can pass this time! Going for revision on monday and tuesday! hope it helps!

KENNY UH KENNY! CANNOT PANIC ALR! MUST PASS THIS TIME IF NOT EVERYTHING SCREWED! THE ONLY CHANCE TO DRIVE IS THIS FEW WEEKS!

till here..

2011-11-07T16:02:00.000+08:00

Shall use this 4 mins to post before the clock strikes 4pm and its time to do my tutorials!

Hmm this week passed damn fast! Now its monday alr! My weekends! NO MORE?! haha lucky tues no school!

Hmm Thursday and friday, although the most shag day, i wasnt tired at all, but i enjoyed the lessons cuz i really paid attention or should i say the lesson was easy? hahaha

Ermm friday night supposed to play mahjong but was cancelled! haixxxx then saturday morning went to work, after that pick up food and sent to goldkist for ShuJing Birthday! haha that day i earned 60 dollars! sohappy but then i gambled it away! ARGHHH lost 40 then still need give hao ming 30 for the chalet, $70 alr, then next day, play mahjong again, lost $10.. i was freaking heng! cuz i was losing $100 initially, luckily i managed to recoup abit..

Hmm During mahjong last night, Current affairs club sms me! ask me to go for interview, i was damn happy lahhhh if i managed to get into ExCo, wa my cca points, woots~

After mahjong, 7pm, km called me to go pei him play bball, then i eat alr and went, played for an hour then went home. after a while he called again, say wanna go out, cuz he was damn bored at home, and he went drinking alone! Hmm so emo uh him, i hope he can confide in me if he got any problems!

Last but not least, this girl met in the chalet during the bday celebration, Priscilla, looks - okok but she managed to get my friends and me attention, i think she not bad uh, then i saw she STOLE glances at me! HAHHAHA BHB uh me? then i found out that kai ming actually likes her, and after that Yu Jie seems to like her too.. Wa.. wat to do? Let nature take its course, I am waiting for her to add me! hehe

CARINA! DUN THINK TOO MUCHHHHH HE LOVES YOU ALOT! IF HE DARE TO CHANGE HIS HEART! I WILL KILL HIM! OK?

2011-10-30T18:17:00.000+08:00

4th day in hospital already, tmr will gonna be a tough day for you, dad, although i know that it will be painful but ENDURE! I know that you can do it!

Hmm, have been trying my best to go down everyday to SGH to visit my dad, although the journey is long and tiring but still he is my dad! Will be going down later also. Grandparents finally came to know about his hospitalization today and grandpa immediately went down to see dad. My dad's intention was not to trouble his own parents but still i think that they have the rights to know uh.

Just came back from bball, very tiring, old alr i guess, dun have the POWER to run already..

Me have 4 days weekend today! tomorrow no need go IS and tuesday as usual, no sch for me! Wanted to go work but no function! So suay! no work = no income.. I really need alot of cash now, for braces! I really want to put since young but i dun dare approach my parents cuz they sure say duwan and they cannot support it financially, now that i can support myself, i am gonna realize my dream! But frankly speaking, i am only left with 1.7k in my bank, and suay suay, i need to pluck this stupid buried tooth which cost about 600 CASH!

If it is gonna cost that much, i doubt i will be going to put it soon.. perhaps wait till me in NS, got subsidy ma, plus my hands wouldnt be that tight. hmm if not, wait till i get my next bursary! Most probably uh, i am gonna chiong work also, save as much as possible cuz my another dream is my MOTOR license! Must get! as for whether buying anot, must see if i can support it anot! if i go attachment, should be can uh, 600, per month..

Ok now going off to see my dad with my mother! till here~

2011-10-28T18:36:00.000+08:00

Changed my facebook dp! Handsome not? hehe

Second week of school! Sad to say, i am only able to catch up with only 2 modules? Stupid RFA and FIT, like so hard sia! Economics also! Me want to give up econs but KEITH duwan! ARGHH :@

Everyday in the week is fine except for thursday, 9am to 8pm, 11hrs in school, 9 hrs of studies.. can die sia..

How am i gonna to survive this torturing thursday till next sem sia.

Ok! Talk abt today! Got 2hrs break, went to clementi for swensen 1 for 1 but then a long queue and due to time constraint, decided not to go for it, went to ajisen ramen instead! Rich uh?! Frankly speaking, i am really broke, i really really want put braces but financial side abit tight. Plus my dad currently in hospital :(

He called me today and said that need do one surgery, the surgery have got 1% of danger, despite me telling him only 1% but my heart was like, 1% also got chance leh, so during lecture, quite hard to pay attention, keep thinking of the operation. At around 4pm, he called! Meaning surgery succeeded! i was relieved. But it was found out that he have got 3 blood vessels blocked. Doctor helped him cleared one, he said he was feeling awful. I was very helpless, i cant do much to help him. How?!

Perhaps going down to see him later..

During the last lecture today, we were notified about our internship! Supposingly to have our internship next sem but then we purposely took up Dip. Plus to defer the internship, meaning we will have it only at our last sem in NP. Was talking to Marissa and Keith about Oversea Internship, both of them are interested, me too! but a few things making me reconsidering.

First, if go there, will it be more difficult to get A, plus 6 months is gonna be a long time this time! but i guess it is gonna be fun!

Second, if i put braces, then i go there 6 months, 6 months without my dentist! can meh?

Third, my dad, who is gonna take care of him while my 2 bros are in army and my mother dun really care abt him? Shag.....

Haiss :(

Hmm Today is 28/10/11. What day is it? hmmmm oH yeah! Both of u de 3rd month :0 haha. Enjoy your day and Happy 3rd month! Hope u all last long. Despite saying so, i can see u all like drifting uh.. Jiayous bah!

bye~

2011-10-26T00:47:00.000+08:00

MY LIFE SIMPLY SUCKS.

NORMAL PEOPLE HAVE ONLY 32 TEETH AND ME HAVE 33, THEN NEED PLUCK 5 TEETH IN ORDER TO PUT BRACES. EVERYTHING I DO, CANNOT DO IT THE SAME WAY WITH OTHERS -.- WHEN U ASK OTHERS, WHO PAY FOR YOUR BRACES, ANS WILL BE MY PARENTS, ME LEH? MYSELF! TO PUT THINGS NICER, I AM INDEPENDENT, BUT IN AN UGLY WAY, MY PARENTS DUN CARE ME. HAIS FML.

ANOTHER THING I AM ANGRY IS U, LHA, MY TRUSTED BROTHER. DO YOU KNOW IN THIS WORLD, U ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO KNEW MY PASSWORD AND THAT DOESNT MEAN THAT U CAN KEEP GOING IN, EVERYTIME U TALK ABT PRIVACY, AND NOW WHAT? DO YOU KNOW THEY PLANNED FOR SOME TIME FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? AND IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE A SURPRISE, AND NOW U JUST WENT IN AND SEE THE PLAN, WAT THE SHIT IS THIS? EVEN THOUGH I HAVE UR MEL PW, AND U TOLD ME NOT TO ALWAYS GO IN, I WANTED TO GO IN SEE UR D.PLUS RESULT BUT U TOLD ME DOONT, SO I RESPECTED U, DID U?

AND CARINA, I AM NOT ANGRY WITH U! JUST THAT I DUWAN TALK. I JUST DUNNO WHY I WANT YOU TO CELEBRATE HIS BDAY TGT ON THE ACTUAL DAY, IT IS SUPPOSE TO BE BETWEEN BOTH OF U, I DUNNO WHY I AM HELPING U ALL WHEN U ALL QUARREL, I REALLY DUNNO, YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT I LIKE YOU LAST TIME, PERHAPS I JUST WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY, EVEN THOUGH I DUN FEEL GOOD WHEN I SEE U TWO TGT, BUT I AM STILL HELPING U ALL IN ALL WAYS.

I THINK NOW, I AM GONNA LEAVE U TWO ALONE, MAYBE I WILL BE BETTER AND U ALL WILL ALSO BE BETTER..

PS: I AM NOT TRYING TO MAKE U FEEL BAD OR WHAT, SERIOUSLY. I JUST HOPE YOU CAN BE HAPPY TGT WITH HIM. THATS ALL

2011-10-21T18:51:00.000+08:00

Finally they are together once again! AHA!

But one thing to tell my good bro! although he wont be reading this, hmm, You should really learn to trust her uh because in a r/s Mutual trust is freaking damn impt. Its just like if u msg girls, she will also be jealous one just that she trust that u will be able to control urself and ur heart will only have one and only HER! The same applies to her! She CAN & WILL control herself one. i believe my sis! Dun bully her anymore ! if not i slap u left right centre! hahahaha

Ok, back to me, r/s first, hmm this is what someone always wish to know how is our progress. But to ur disappoinment, i think me and her wont get tgt bah, she dun even bother to msg me now cuz she says nth to talk, then i was thinking since the feeling is starting to fade and she is not willing to do anything also, let it be.. I am wondering why she said she likes me and now treating me like that. hais...

Next, Studies! First week of school!! Monday was a short 2 hrs Idea Launchpad, i suck at this module uh! after sch, went to eat at alumni on the first day of school with my old classmates and then off i go to work! Taking 75 and thinking to take with LHA but he pangseh me :@ Work till 1am that day, shag ttm uh but lucky every tue no sch. so tueday rot at home while marissa they all go drink and no jio me! TOO MUCH!
Wed also no sch cuz all tutorials and there are no tutorials for the first week. So i went to work at AVALON with huaiao, his first time working in the same company as i do. I think he wont want to work again uh, so tiring but to me, i have gotten used to it, carrying things, serving people. I think this job is not to his liking eh?

Thursday! Busy day! started with 2 lectures straight and lunch, then lecture then break then Dip Plus, economics, kinda hard man, but cant give up leh, sian maxxxxxx... after econs, went to timah to eat with my brosssssss, Km birthday ! He says so paiseh! cuz we got his bday cake and sang the song in public! hahahaha.. I am trying to get SNSD tix for him as his bday present, this will be the best present for him i guess! After dinner then we went for Paranormal activity 3! First part was scaring but later part i feel like slping alr.. haha too shag, no energy for the ghost.

Today also 2 hrs lectures, dad sent me to sch and sent me home cuz he on leave today, went home get passport and went to JB for Bak kut teh! Ate 2 and half bowl of rice. F.A.T! arghhh cant control, i wan gym but lazy. this stupid tummy of mine is getting bigger!

Btw, we went to join the 4km run! haha wat charity de, fund my life, think it's gonna be quite fun and also i think i will be the last! after this run, Standard chartered is coming tooooooooooo...

Going out eat dinnerrrr naoooo~

2011-10-18T12:42:00.000+08:00

I am so confused now! Braces or Bike?

Frankly speaking, i am only left with 2k. people always think that i am freaking rich, i dunno why uh but i am left with only 2k. Whereas braces is 2.9k and bike is ard 500 for license. I really feel like putting braces cuz my teeth really cmi uh!! arghh thn plus iphone 4s coming out, also feel like buying.

That's why i am like chionging work now! even though big events, which normally i will siam one, i will also go work. that shows how broke am i now. Then while working to earn money to get wat i want, i was called a loser by a girl i like? wts? Does this show that u dunno me well? and now u dun even want to msg me? hais..

From now on, i wont text you, either u text me first or none, thats it. Its always me who start the conver and waiting like an idiot for a reply.

Last thing, heard that my bro and sis quarrel and seems like a big one, hope that they will be fine!

Jiayous! Lionghuaiao and Carina!

2011-10-13T19:49:00.000+08:00

Finally i am back home in Singapore! Actually, to be frank, don't really like the feeling of being home. I would rather stay in Xiamen with friends, play drink talk and shop!

I am so grateful to Jonathan Han for coming to the airport (driving a freaking big lorry) to fetch me :) Thanks Bro! After he fetch me home, i went out to meet friends that have been waiting for me to eat supper with me! Although i am there physically, but i am damn tired alr, can fall aslp anytime!

Next day wake up, went to collect my Singapore SIM card cuz mine lost it in Xiamen, then went to buy food home^^ then went for driving revision and then finally went to bukit timah to back up my hard disk! So many things to do when i am back! so i rather be in Xiamen! At night, start chionging my final journal, integrated assignment and long report cuz deadline is the next day!

On the same day! I chat with Shawn Tok and he gave me his phone number! Surprised right? i was also shocked! He told me because last time he said he will give me next time. hmm..

Next day wake up, i overslept, faster chiong the integrated project and sent to huai ao for printing and i also need chiong to bbdc for driving revision. after that went to BBQ at fren's hse! A failed one! In the end need to bring the leftover food to yujie hse and cook! hahaha Our BBQ is seldom successful lol.

The next day is my TP test alr but i didnt tell anyone cuz i duwan myself to be stress. But then i failed the test uh, sian mount the stupid kerb! if not i would have pass uh! Now need to wait one more month :( waste money and waste time.

At night, Jon came and meet me for dinner and counsel me lol.. tell me his exp and not to be sad! ahaha a good fren indeed although he is older than me by 5 years!

Today! Shufei going camp. i am going to be alone :( and long report due today, i am so guilty cuz my computer is down and i cant do anything to help them :(

Went to ah ma and visit her and eat and now back home blogging.. till here ...

2011-10-08T04:30:00.000+08:00

2 more days to back to Singapore!

5 weeks just flew past like that..
Hmm, ytd was a horrible night for me, something abt r/s happened and i was kinda sad but now thinking back, i think i should not get into a r/s now? i just dunno what i want uh, damn freaking confused.

Then we had one friend drunk and she just shared with us everything, her feelings, mostly towards her parents. In some point of view we might think that her parents are too demanding and causing the stress to her!

When trying to get her back hotel, it was a tough time cuz taxi drivers are on strike, then they are the one setting the cost and not by the meter -.-

Today! Went to theme park and play alot alot games and now, my neck is damn freaking pain uh! Despite that, i still went clubbing, initially was to have a look but ended up dancing! haha After we ended, she cried, i dunno why, but i think its because she saw me dancing with other girl? hais, dun care luh, she was the one who reject me first right? i think single also not bad but something just feel that lonely.

Now abit headache and going to slp byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2011-10-03T13:30:00.000+08:00

6 more days to going back to singapore but frankly speaking, i am really not looking forward to going back.

I rather stay here with awesomes friends than go back and quarrel with family. hais..

2 days ago, i lost my SIM card and my House key, feeling so bad now. Called back singapore to ask my brother to help me deactivate the card first.

Ytd, i talked to him on facebook and guess what? my mother saw it and i told her that china cannot use facebook during the start of the trip. It was a fact but we were told that we can use VPN to enter it. But i didnt want to tell her, i dont want her to know what i am doing here in china.

One of the factors that i came here is because i duwan to be in that house and wish to leave it for a period of time. but things dun change, they still dun understand me..

Ytd, Friends and I went to celebrate DION's Birthday, it was like celebrating for two times, first, we went to Hao Ke Lai to eat dinner and Gideon came out with a Cake and we sang happy birthday and then we went to KTV. We break the curfew hours and then we went back at ard 12am, gave Dion another surprise, showing her a video of us wishing her a happy birthday, i bet she will rmb this for the rest of her life.

When i came back to my room, i saw this and this ruin my day.

我是妈妈，你为什么骗我不可以用电脑，你是不要给我看一的fb是吗？你觉得你这样做很对啊？我不知道你对我这么坏，还打长途电话给你，你如果这样，不要认我是你妈妈，你不要回来，不要以为你成绩好就haolian,你这个死孩子，一个电话都没打来，我还关心你什么？你搬出去住，我要跟你拖离关系。
你根本不把我放在眼里，养一有什么用。成绩好有什么用，不孝子。我还一直打给你，问你吃了吗？叫你照顾自己，你怎么对我？自己去想想。
你连打一个信息都懒，做什么人？只有要用钱的时候，才会对我好一点，在利用我是吗？信什么教？你的耶稣叫你这样对妈妈的是吗？我要去查到底你是去那一间教堂，那一个人教你的，我一定去那里大骂一顿，你不信就看路罗。

For goodness sake luh, since when did i ask u for your money? For ur info, this past few years, i have been using ALL dad and my money hor!

The 500 i got from u to go for this trip is not i take from u one, its Randy borrow from u and gave it to me! He owed me money but now he was the one who owed u and not ME!

Pls get that clear!

I duwan to spoil my mood here because of u, i have another week to go.

If u wan me to stay outside, I DUN MIND! Lets see who is the one who lose out.

2011-09-29T23:31:00.000+08:00

Had a blast night yesterday, we drank alcohol secretly! We finished the whole bottle of vodka! So crazy bunch of people and some of them got quite HIGH! especially MARISSA! So noisy when she is drunk! haha

I only drank abit! hehe I am a good boy!

Played Mafia till 3am ytd and fell aslp on ao's bed. so poor thing uh him, cuz i lied to him that i didnt bring my card out then he rather go Gideon's room slp on the floor rather than slp with him :@

Hmm today woke up at 11am! PIG eh? finally it rained after 20 odds days of not raining. Stayed in the hotel to do our project and work till evening, we had this idea to go for cycling.

Not a normal one but the bicycle with 3 person. So, Ao, Gideon and me went, 1 hr of trip, quite interesting as its my first time cycling on this bike!

After which, we met Edwin, Chia Hui and Jerrick, new friends from the trip, to have dinner, we had BBQ stuff. Food was not bad, service also not bad, the only bad thing is that the waiting time for the food is freaking freaking long!

Now back in hotel doing some work and soon we are going to have a party to celebrate Sherilyn and Shi Min's Birthday!!

Oops, i am late alr, i need to go down now, ending here!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERILYN AND SHI MIN!

2011-09-28T16:00:00.000+08:00

Hey Peeps, i decided to come back to blogging, or should i say it as my journal of my daily life?

I made a decision one and a half month back. That is to come on a trip for OIP - Xiamen. The process is as such, my 3 friends and i decided to sign up tgt but if one doesn't get in, we will not go for the trip.
Our fate was decided when we all received the email.

We were selected.

On 5 Sept 2011, the journey begins. This will last for 5 weeks. To many people, i think it will be a good chance for them to learn to be independent, whereas for me, i guess i am already quite independent of my family. I came to this trip, partly because i want to stay out of my family members for a period of time. Reason being, i think its because i don't really like my own family members? the way they do things, their responsibilities. Therefore i came here to avoid them.

But now it's already the fourth week of this trip and i am going back soon, next sunday. I hope they will change.

So during this week, many things happened, assessments, be it good or bad, new friends made, quarrels between people, bonding strengthen between people.

Basically i made new friends from Business studies and Banking & Finance. They were quite friendly, we went out shop, joke, enjoy ourselves. I never regret this trip.

Quarrels - definitely it will happen between my friends. but i really hope that they will resolve it before they go back. i guess i need to do something to help them too. Ms Tay was right, a long trip like this will make you know your friends true colour and you might not get used to them.

Bonding strengthen - the irony is that although me and keith are roommates but our r/s did not really improve, when we are in the room, we just do our things, this applies to hx and huaiao too. But heard from huaiao that their r/s was worst. Just pray that both of them will get better.

Conversely, r/s between me and ao really strengthen alot, people thought we were roommates even. The thing i never expect i will do is that i opened up to huaiao, sharing with him things that i don't share it to people. I feel that this brother is not a wrong choice. I talked to him abt BGR, friendship between people, problems between us, surprisingly, even though during the trip, at times, i got angry with him but i went to talk to him about it and he knew he was in the wrong.

The only bad thing that i feel about him is that he does not take initiative to make things happen, instead of going to talk things out with people, he will just sit on the fence. Also, i feel that he need to learn to say sorry often and he needs to understand that not all people are perfect and he needs to accept them.

In case you see this, LIONGHUAI'AO! No HARD feelings! This is what i feel about you.!
Best Brother For4va!

Hmm today is their second month and i guess i am slowly forgetting her, but whenever people talk about them in front of me, i will still feel not good. Hope i can change that.

12 more days to go home!

2011-07-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

Only slept for a while, and then woke up at 8 plus to prepare to go for a meeting for the CLSP project, damn sian, i was the first to reach and i hate to wait ppl, then two people came 1 hr plus ltr, -.- Luckily we managed to produce something, if not i will go crazy! haha wake up so early then do nth, after that ate a big breakfast, didnt want to eat breakfast deluxe cuz i always cant finish one!

Then went back to school's atrium to discuss CLSP again, managed to came up with something also and finally, went home! Afterwhich, cousin and aunt came to my hse, both with different reasons.. then i did Jap homework, fmgt and audit! haha proud! cuz if dun do now, this week not free to do!

At 10pm, doggy was barking furiously and my bro went to open the door, the people came to give me my Bursary! haha damn happy :) finally i received it. Went to lot 1 to bank it immediately and bought some food back for my bro n myself. Now on the bed gonna slp soon!

Tmr will be a damn long day! 10am to 7pm! sian
Tue got driving practical! Looking forward :)

2011-07-17T01:52:00.000+08:00

Today was a Blast! Woke up at 8 plus then reached 163 at 9am, then after eating our breakfast, then off we go to sentosa! hahaha then we started playing ball game, then after that i was being buried! haha quite fun! then we went into the water and played :) After which, we have the sun tan session but the sun not very strong though, i laied for awhile and i was abit reddish! Another fren was damn red! lols cuz he lied for quite a long time.

Left sentosa at 3pm, reached home 5 plus, rest awhile and took a bath, off i go again to darren hse for steamboat! have a damn full dinner!!! Then mahjong session, during the session, darren brother came back, bringing back a 600 dollar Gucci Wallet for him, this cost two months of his bro pay, then his parents got him a 3.5k dollars watch! GOSH! i was stunned, how come this guy can have such a good life, what my parents gave cant even win what his bro gave him :(

Even my brother also nvr buy present for me one hais.. how i wish i was him, having everything and enjoying... Then Mahjong, i lose 17 dollars :( then went to drink vodka and black label, wanted to get drunk de but then nid to go meeting tmr early morning, waste my time again, but for the sake of my grades, no choice, took a free ride from hx cab, and alighted at teck whye, then walked home.

Now on the bed about to slp :)

2011-07-16T01:27:00.000+08:00

Today is a better day!

Went to school, thinking of how to change myself to a better one in the bus. Then i walked in the class for IFA, went to sit alone though i can sit with frens.. I actually wanted to sit with them, but i just controlled myself and didnt sit with them.

Throughout the lesson, i only spoke to keith, didnt really speak to huaiao and hx. Duwan them to say me again.
Didnt disturb wx, maria they all also :)

Then EAA lesson, i also kept quiet though sitting next to ao, controlled myself not to disturb him, lend him my thumbdrive and helped him for part of his accpac.

With that, the school for the day ended, we went for lunch, and after that go lib sit sit, talk talk abit, then i left for bddc for my final theory evaluation!! I passed with 49/50 haha.

Damn happy, then headed back to school for a short meeting abt xiamen. Discussed abt the shirt and stuff, then in half an hour time, i am on the way back home liao!

Played tetris for an hour then went to meet sec sch fren! A gathering once every week actually quite fun.
Heard that Kaiming found his target soon alr, i kept telling him dun so fast, if not i alone.. hahaha
but if he really gets attached also bo bian uh haha

Tmr will be a long day, sentosa and steamboat! Here i come!! hahahah

2011-07-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

Long time since i post..

Suddenly have the urge to post.. sitting down in a bus, alone at home, alone at anywhere, i will always think of alot alot of things. First thing, frens.. actually i do have a lot of friends, but i just cant seem to find anyone that is really true, that can entertain me, talk to me, play with me, share with me secrets, have a good conversation.
Seriously cant find one.

Second thing, thinking of BGR, hmm single or attached? at times, feeling that single is good, no troubles, but at times when u are alone, nowhere to go, or feeling damn down, you will want a girlfren that sits beside u and console u, giving u encouragement.. but i cant such a nice girl too, perhaps i am too ugly uh plus fat.

Looking at my frens with their gf, sometimes i am very envy of them, but no choice. I only can envy and not enjoy the feeling myself. :(

Sometimes i always feel that i talk too much and ppl call me irritant, Frens, i still ok but CLOSE frens, actually i am quite hurt ... what came to my mind is that, i am an irritant in ur heart and not a freaking good fren. I really wish to break off any relationship with those close frens, but thinking again, if i dun talk to him, who do i still left with?

I also hope that i can be alone, going sch alone, going lecture, eat alone, so that i willnot talk so much, morever ppl will not find u irritating..

So irritating that people dun even wan to sit with me. Seriously i feel very upset.. why is this happening to me?
A guy with such a cheerful character actually have no friends. Hais..

Looking at the windows and was thinking how was it if i drop down? Nth else to be bothered with. How good it is uh?

No need to think about frens, studies, family, money -.-

Except studies, every other things i am seriously very weak in, family n frens r/s.. Financial problem within my family, till i have to get bursary, but ppl dun uds my condition and keep say i dun deserve it.

As a 18 year old boy, should i be bothering abt money all the times, why cant i be like other people, enjoy, getting pocket money, parents buying things for them, paying stuff for them?

From the age of 13, i registered my secondary myself, went to orientation alone.
Age of 14, i went to work. earning that pathetic $6/hr..
Age 15 No more pocket money, went thailand with school, using my own money, and during the last day of the trip, other students got letter from their parents and all of them cry, but what did i get? nothing?
Age 16, Mid year got 2nd position in class, prelims got first, Study for O lvl, got L1R4 11 points, what did parents says? Dad say ok very good. Mum? Didnt even bother to ask -.-
During holidays, work work work work till i got quite a sum of money and i cannot use it for my own pleasure, have to lend to my dad. People of my age, lending money to parents??
Age 17, Went to register for Accountancy in NP myself, paid my school fee by PSEA, bought laptop with own money.
Age 18, During my birthday, i got my FIRST family pic, i wonder other ppl dunno got how many tons of family pic. At this age, everyone will want to get their car license, when i asked them, who paid for u, parents lor, what abt me? using my own money again? didnt spend a single cent from parents.

Everything i did MYSELF. When others got their parents to help me settle, i hope that i also can get that kind of treatment but can i?

Signing off;
Lonelyboii93

2011-03-16T13:46:00.000+08:00

After thinking so long, i guess this is the best place for me to vent my anger.

Reason why cannot do it on FB or Twitter because FB, there are my juniors and those "frens" ard and also in twitter, although no juniors but got those "frens"

So i guess Blog is the safest place cuz no one knows that i have a blog.

I seriously regretted for coming to this chalet. I am being left out.
Dunno why they just kinda hate me... I guess this might be the last outing with them and i NEED to re-consider if we are ever going out together as a group even if we are in the same class next sem.

Tears almost rolled down my cheeks when i heard their conversation.

The thing that make me the most sad is when HE, my best fren from sec 1 to now, seems kinda also dun like me. HOW?!

Can someone teach me how to get out of this situation. Now they are in Kbox happily enjoying and i am in the chalet ALONE. How to continue facing this kind of people ard me.

At this moment, i think that i have to choose my fren correctly. Are these even suited to be frens with u?

I also teach my Juniors that they should cherish frens ard them, but what if they already did their best to cherish them but their Frens dun give a damn to them?

What should they do? What should i do? Can someone teach me plspsplsplslps..

I really cannot handle this anymore, going berserk soon, i guess i have to use alcohol to numb myself :(
I rather went home last night than staying till this morning and have to face this ordeal.

I treated them like my frens, people i can confide but now i realised there are just wearing a crocodile skin outside them.

From this incident, can anyone tell me, How am i suppose to be with frens?
Whenever any frens asked me out, i have to reconsider for a long time?
Is there any frens that asked me out and i will straight away say yes? I doubt so for now..
I guess its better to continue staying alone....

WHAT TO DO NOW? can i just leave the chalet? pls, i dunno how to continue facing all this ppl.. Seriously..
Looking thru my contact, there seems to be no one to confide in..

I think i have alot of frens! everywhere i go, there might be chances that i will meet at least one? But those frens are seriously hi bye fren, I missed my god brother now, but he is away in china.

He is the only one that i am very very close with him even though we are not in the same course nor go out often. He is only Fren that i will lend him to if he needs or try to help him whenever he asks for it.

But others dun seems to deserve my help..i guess i am going to pretend that i dunno where they go and try not to ask so much ltr, keeping quiet till end of chalet, thats the end.

2011-03-01T22:35:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 11am, same as ytd, wash up and started my revision for Miec and FFA.

Hmm actually can say i did a great job? Read thru Miec ytd and tried to do the paper today, was kinda easy but i think its because the answer is there? ahaha

Then FFA, i studied till Bills of exchange only, cuz i doze off for ard 2hrs just now and played a game of dota.
Going to start revising again, trying to complete FFA today and try to do one of the paper, but the paper part, think its kinda difficult haha. Perhaps tml.

Hmm today i guess i didnt talk to alot ppl haha, except for my family, Frens on cyber , didnt talk much, esp on twitter.

Actually was kinda angry with them cuz just by asking them qn, keep saying i kpo -.-
Not really angry lah but just felt sad lo.. so didnt want to talk to them much.

While aslp, LHA talked to me but i didnt reply cuz aslp ma. Ytd didnt want to talk to him cuz he keep shooting me.. which i dun like :(

Once again, its not really angry lah, just playing with him. hope he dont treats it seriously haha.

Actually today i felt quite empty, didnt really talk to frens, and perhaps hp down, then no phone calls or msg, quite sian ah. seems to be emo-ing :(

I really really hope that exams can be over ASAP so that i can go and earn money, ytd went to check my bank balance, its damn pathetic, i SHOULD have ard 5k inside de but now??? hais...

Shall not talk abt $$.

Fed my dog with medicine just now, quite fun, he kept on spitting out, so i tot of puting the medicine on top of a sweet, i fed him, he bite it and then put on the floor, push the medicine and ate the sweet, smart ah?

So i decided to make a hole in the sweet and then put the medicine in, and gave him! it succeeded :) did it again for the second pill also success.. So clever of me hahahahahah

Shall continue with my revison byeeeeeeeeee

2011-03-01T00:35:00.000+08:00

Hmm sudden mood to post.

Life in Poly is quite relaxing ah, timetable not like sec sch, wake up so early, etc. Plus no uniform haha.
So my attire to sch will be shirt shorts and slippers haha.

As usual, I seem to feel quite lonely. Everyone has their frens when they are bored but who do i find or should i say who can acc me when i am bored and alone?

Try talking to frens but seems like i am not that welcome afterall. hais.

Guess i am gonna chiong work after exam, go for chalets and perhaps that will be the end of my 6 weeks holidays. Spending it alone, or with working frens rather than frens that i am close with. Strange uh?

Life in Boys' Brigade, I feel that i am tasked with a lot of things to do. Drill, Founder's man, camp, Normal parade, my shoulders are heavy but once again should i throw them to other ppl?

Another thing is, i have decided to give up on president man. Because i think that is gonna take up alot of my time and i really dun hav time. Family serious need money if not i have to slp on streets haha.

Brothers doesnt seem to care like that, everyday still gaming.. hais. i feel that i seem to be the elder brother instead at times. In my view, he is a guy who dont seem to know how to think and feel pai seh one.

22 year old boy asking money from parents whereas me, a 18 year old boy DONT since the age of 16?

My bank account keep on decreasing but i have no ways to increase it. Go to work? wat abt sch? If lets say want to work and study together, i tried it, but its too stress.

Plus saturday BB, sunday church, my time are fully packed. where to find extra time? For a moment, i lost my direction in life. Hope to get it back.

Last, i also hope to find a real real real friend that will be ard when i need him.

Exams ending on friday, hope it ends well without much side effects (Thinking of the wrong things i did in exam) haha. then from there, gonna start work!

Now handphone kena cut off but i feel that its kinda good, no one is calling to burden me with more task!
Feel so good haha

Gonna slp soon. Doing exam paper tml for revision.. Nights :)

2010-09-22T21:01:00.000+08:00

Ytd was the first time i worked since May. It has been ard 4.5 months. haha
The first time go back abit excited plus abit sian haha cuz working makes my pain SUAN!! haha then during the work, i expected to get scolded one cuz i also get.. then i really got it.. hais.. erm was very angry lo.. the manager seem to be against me ONLY.. other ppl there slacking also nvr say.. i just talk for awhile then say me -.-

This kind of manager.. see liao sian.. then the function ytd was doing for KPMG, an auditing company.. haha guess it was celebrating mid autumn festival and alot mooncakes are served.

At the end of the event i brought a bag of the mooncakes home. Pictures are as shown above.

Today.. woke up at 6am.. only slept ard 5hrs plus then wash up and went to meet jiale. Took cab and head for bukit batok to work. it was an early function and at Changi North.. this place call Singapore Freeport.

Reached there ard 8.30am and started setting up.. Security was tight.. still need to pass by sensor.. smth like airport like that.. then go to lift nid card.. to this door need card.. and the card is also held by guards.. so everyone we go they also must follow.. like our body guards.

Today function was the Opening ceremony of Gold Vault. Quite easy and relax function.. ended ard 12 plus and went back to shop to unpack stuff.. help faizal to pack some equipments and off i go..

7.5hrs of work~~

Went to west mall then to lot 1 to help Tsai en to find ear stud.. finally found it.. he is coming to my hse ltr to get it. haha

Ok now going to do some other stuff alrdy..

Regards;
Kenny Koh
Leaving Everything in God's Hands

2010-09-19T22:28:00.000+08:00

Expedition Camp 17-19 Sep 2010

Met Jiale and aaron at ard 4pm, went to ten mile to eat our early dinner, also to buy some sweets for expedition ltr on. Reached school ard 5 plus, Camp started.

Boys have their program and me, who wasnt incharge of the camp was sitting ard the place haha watching at them, thinking of our times...

Got to know my expedition team after that, was kinda sian when i saw the names, because i was the only primer and the mentors from my grps are from GB, i was all alone.

During the walk, Phase 1, from Tiong Bahru to East Coast Park, i was like so fed up!! The whole team, None of them knows how to plot plus read map. So i was thinking why the team can have someone who dunno how to plot map!

We spent ard 2 hours plus walking to the first checkpoint and the boys didnt even find the first checkpoint till i went to help them. Initially i wanted to disturb them one but seeing their situation ar, if i disturb them, we cant even complete half of the journey.

From Second Checkpoint onwards, they continue to lead the grp. Main leader was Xue wen and Melissa. Both sec 2. But xue wen was like dun give a damn to the team, didnt want to help, walking at the back, leaving a big distance between him and the team. Melissa at least did try to lead the team, plot the checkpoint. Good effort observed.

Along the way, i am always teaching them how to plot, where to walk etc.. Both the sec 2 were kinda like cannot make it, because melissa is a girl, i duwan to stress her so much and so i chosen Bernard, a sec 1 BB guy, i taught him how to plot, how to read map. First thing i always say, where is ur north, but he always dun realise the importance of it. His reply is "Dun nidd la". But in the earlier part, i still made him to check North but in the later part, i am tired of reminding him, so i decided to let him suffer abit. He said dun need to check north and so, i asked him to continue the route he thinks is correct. And he really did not check north and we were lost from there.

Hope this gives him a memorable experience. For Phase 1, i didnt expect the team to reach back first or wat, wat i hope is that they at least complete the walk and also to catch up with other team, meaning, at least they know that they are not far from the rest of the teams. Finally at the later part, we saw a few teams and was like happy as we didnt lagged alot behind.

On the way back to the East Coast park which is the end of phase 1, along Mountbatten, i saw Lester! he was cycling and i didnt expect that he cycled so far! from cck to ard there. so crazy...

When we were walking towards ECP, the time was up and safety vehicle was assigned to come and pick us up, we didnt manage to complete the route in the end but at least the boys can take a rest and they learnt how to plot a map! This was a great experience and memory for me too.

Reached ECP and went to eat, told the grp to dismantle and build back the tent, purpose is to let them know how to pitch tent, after i eat, i told the grp to go eat and rest whereas ME, was going to slp alrdy. Slept at the pavilion for ard 2 hours, woke up and went to the place where the boys are, i continued to slp for ard 3 hours.

Woke up, went to bath and went to seven eleven which is so far and bought some drinks. Was alrdy having abrasion. Pain and tired.

Went back and it was time for dinner, had my dinner and went to the Hamok, dunno how to spell and lie down for a well and then abit headache...

Ard 8 plus, it was time for the Phase 2, all of us applied vaseline if needed, i also applied. I told the grp that we must complete the phase 2 and handed the task to bernard. He was the main guy for the whole Phase 2. I am very happy that he actually learnt how to topo alrdy. Sense of achievement.

But at times he is still playful haha. If i am not wrong, we were the first few teams to arrive, as in complete the walk.

After that Dickson asked 4 qns abt Topo and for the first question, what is the first thing to do when u get a map and compass, we were thinking abt North point but then scare wrong so didnt say. So he said it is to find North point. then he asked what is the next thing to do, so i told Dickson to let Bernard answer, luckily he didnt disappoint me! haha next thing is to align the map with the North! Which i have been emphasizing thru out the expedition, if he dunno how to answer, i will smack him!

Ended phase 2 at serangoon stadium, they are allowed to slp for 2 hours, i also went to slp, the moment i opened my eyes, the sun was shining directly to my eyes and so BRIGHT!! cant really open my eyes so i turned to the other side and cont to lie down for a while.

Woke up and Bus alrdy here, went up to bus and rested for awhile and rest school.

They had field cooking session whereas i am there to see them cook, the process is so funny, some of them dun even noe how to cook, lucky during my times i knew how to cook when i was a boy. Seeing them is like seeing the last time me. Lots of memory flashing back..

After cooking, they had to clean up and during the clean up, this bernard keep give up stupid ans and i knocked him down, because if i dun do so, they might step over my head!

Whole camp ended, Bernard owe me a total of 50 push ups, so he found 4 frens to help him, i was ok with it as the camp had ended, each of them did 10.

Haha.. Bernard is quite a funny guy, he might have the potential to lead! Shall whack him during LDC next year!

Went to 163, ate Ba Chor Mee and chee peng they all ordered Ke Ko Mian and waited for ard 45 mins. Although i eaten but still need to wait for them, the food came and i was disturbing Nelson thru out when he was eating, letting him know that he is that irritating! haha.. hope he dun come and disturb me alrdy

Then took 975 and went home to slp.. ard 1.30pm slept till 7.30pm 6 hours of nice sleep... Woke up and went to eat and now here posting..

No pictures taken, lazy to take plus we walked during nite so nth much to take pic of.

Regards;
Kenny Koh
Leaving Everything in God's Hands

2010-09-14T20:35:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Ytd was rotting at home, meaning nth to do, nowhere to go.. Actually wanted to meet Lee Zi in school to teach him Math, but he said he wasnt free. So eventually i didnt go.

Stayed at home to play dota whole day. Quite Sian ar.. then went to grandma hse to have dinner. After which, my dad sent me home and he went to his fren's funeral, once again, i am lonely at home. Thats why i said i am a lonely guy. haha..

Having flu the whole day, which makes me damn tired from all those Ahhh~~ Choo~~ haha.. At ard 10 plus, my dad called and asked what i wanted to eat.. i wasnt hungry but just wanted to eat smth.. so i asked for a chicken burger! haha.. Fattening.. I am so fat now.. and so lazy to run or exercise :(

Dad gave me a pill after eating chicken burger and thats for flu. After having that, was feeling slpy and went to my bed lying down, watching some drama with my laptop on the bed as well. Eyes closing and so i off the com. But my mind was still awake... thinking of somethings*

In my Dream Land~~

Was half woken up by some drilling sounds on top of my room.. so noisy.. then was FULLY waken up by my dog barking.. and my bro was still slping ... ZzZ.. I remembered ppl coming to my hse to fix the Singtel thingy, and they said it was 11am - 1pm... when i took a look at the time, it was 11am SHARP.. i was wondering who my dog was barking at, thinking that singtel ppl wont come so punctual bah? haha

Went to open the door and they were outside liao.. wa.. woke up and looked at them fixing all those things and they changed a new internet modem for me.. So far, the internet has no prob haha.. they gave us a MIO tv too ... But since we got our cable TV liao, i think we will seldom use our Mio Tv...except watching soccer.. haha

After they fixed the things, played a game of dota then rest and another game.. both played with my bro...

Then was really tired and went off to slp but before slping i found out there will be a singing competition. So asked my fren to take part with me and she was ok with it.. haha going to register soon :)

Then woke up at 6pm, again by my dog because my bro was slping in the same room with me and the dog was scratching and banging against the door, wanting my bro to bring him down.. lols..

After that woke up to have my dinner.. a homecooked dinner... get to eat once in a long time haha but although my mum cooked one dish only its enough as it is curry vegetable.. haha..

Then wanted to play dota again but then bro was watching movie in his laptop and if i play, i will lag like crazy haha..

Now having nth to do again.. wat to do???????

Tml will be KBOX.. i am looking forward to it..

Thurs will be steamboat.. wa seh.. i like.. but will faat leh

Fri to sun.. Expedition camp.. Came in time for me to walk walk after i finished my steamboat haha..

做人应该拿得起，放得下。。。

勉强是没有幸福的

I guess i have to really let go... No point in forcing... Hais..

A memorable lesson ...

2010-09-13T01:47:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 11 or 12 today, chat with Hx and his GF.. haha erm during the chat.. he seems like treating me unusually.. haha perhaps its normal when people is in love? haha cant blame him, i am not afraid if he sees this. haha

Went to bath and change, got ready to go to church!! Today's topic is on Reliability of the bible by Mr Lisman, erm what i think that what he says doesnt really focus on the topic but rather asking us to read more on God's Word. Maybe i was the only one that doesnt get what he means? haha

After YM, we went to 57 to sit sit and i saw reuben doing his maths and he was stuck, i tried to help, but i really cant think of that ans!! So Pek Chek with myself haha.. then halfway thru, John and Jiale asked me to go to BPP to eat, so i went along, but along the way, i was still thinking about the maths question haha.

Erm reached BPP and went to withdraw money, was very sad, the money in the bank now is half of what I shld have got. All those money went to my dad and bro, they borrowed from me and i was kinda like, i also dun even have enough for myself, and i am not working, i am studying plus no pocket money and now i still have to lend them money that i had saved from last time. I seriously dunno what to do when i have no money .. which i think SOON.. haha

Several accrued debts to pay, my guitar, guitar lessons, 40 mins bible study de book, add up ard 100 liao, plus recently i just paid my hp bill which i didnt pay for 2 months, its also ard 100 plus.. then officers and primers retreat will be 120, and expedition camp and Camp temasek which are coming up...

All these cost money man, what to do?? Pray!!! and God will have a plan for me! haha

Ok, then after i withdraw my money, went to long john to find John and Jiale but they werent there, so they were at the Four leaves, John was a joker, he took ard 5 breads and then he went to see the queue and says it is long for HIM, but to me, it wasnt, only 4 ppl in front.. lol then he went to put back all the 5 breads. what a joke!

Then they suddenly say duwan to eat at BPP, i was like half sian, cuz i had not eat anything for the day and they made me walk a wasted trip, they want to go to ten mile instead, i had a plate of chicken cutlet sphagetti, but it wasnt really nice haha.

Then went back to church and had a evening service, Special guest was invited, Mr Moses Lim, as u can see above, he was there to share abt his life experience, which is related to Jesus. Erm i really envy his life now, Playing eating, travelling to other country all FREE..

He is the Advisor for Chinese, western and Hong Kong restaurant.. wa.. so shiok!!!!!!!

Erm then after his talk, sang some worship song and then everyone left, i went home to change to home clothes and went back to church again, waiting for Kelvin to send us to airport to send Jasper to Shanghai, that was alrdy 10pm haha.. reached there and we went to eat Popeyes!!! haha something like KFC haha.. Erm then after that went to talk talk with jasper, prayed for him and off he went inside, funny thing happen, a jack knife was found in his bag when he put his bag in the scanner, he then passed that to his mother, luckily they didnt confiscate, then he stuff all other things into his bags and people outside saw him putting him passport in too, and when he was abt to pass the gate, using passport, he panicked as he couldnt find his passport and people outside was pointing to the bag.. lol then he realised that he put in his bag.. then we were all laughing haha..

After that went home, sitting yan ling's car, a comfortable ride back home.. and uploaded the pics then here blogging haven even went to bath.. haha smelly**

Recently i came to know this song, 我爱你不是爱给别人看....

Its thru Shawn tok, the Superstar that i know this song.. haha then i was listening and trying to sing it.

The chorus was a meaningful one.. 我爱你不是爱给别人看，何必去管别人怎么讲. Then when i was walking home just now, i suddenly thought, why didnt i know this song earlier on...

The person that i like broke up with me because she says that the teacher dun like us to be together, i will like to tell her this.. I love her and not for others to see, why bother what ppl says?

I really hope that i could have know this song earlier, i hope that she will sees this post...

But chances of getting back are slim, she doesnt want to give me a chance anymore, telling me to find someone else, but the thing is that to forget someone is really simple as it seems to be. Example will be my fren, J**** , he cannot forget the girl that he likes alot, R*****. So ya.. forgetting someone isnt as simple as it seems to be..

I really hope that she can give me a chance again, i will cherish her!

Once again, sorry for not treasuring U in the past. i took it for granted, it was my bad.. Very Sorry :(

2010-09-12T01:53:00.001+08:00

Hmm, ytd only slept at 5am, was dotaing with hx, bro and huai ao bro and frens, till 3 plus, waited for my mother to buy some food back and then watched some drama on my laptop, finally i dozed off ard 5am.

Woke up at 9.15am to wash up and prepare for guitar lessons, erm was thinking abt this when i woke up, Wa i only slept 4hrs, the temple of God in my body dun have enough slp, how ar? LOL..

Got to learn abt the temple of God during the 40 mins Bible Study, haha.

Okay, so off i go to the guitar lesson, alot ppl asked me why cut botak, and i was like telling them i am going to NS haha or either i will say cut for fun, i think i will have more ppl asking me tml when i go the church.

After guitar lesson, reached home put my guitar and off i go to church again to meet john to take a ride to 163 to makan, after that took bus home and slept till 7pm.

7pm, went to grandma hse to have dinner, after that walked to BB court to chit chat with frens, after that went back to grandma hse to acc my bro to eat, then went back to BB court, which is abt 5 mins walk. Then at abt 10pm, went home to take a bath then went to Blk 105, which is beside the BB court (10 Mins walk from my hse) to celebrate my frens mother bday!! Ate cake and etc.

Took pics with 2 brothers which are in army so the three of us are botak, like the 三个好人, haha posting pictures soon.

Then walked home again. Played a game of dota and now here blogging..

From the above i seem to have alot of programs today ar haha. Erm today is Sep 11, which is the crash of the world trade centre, a sad event.

It is also the birthday of Jolin's Mother and Shi Ting's Father, Here by wish them a Happy birthday!!

Next thing is my brother, GAN HONG XUN, is finally in a relationship , with BAY CHUN LIAN. haha

Seriously hope them to be long lasting, wishing from deep in my heart haha.

I also hope to find one but then cannot forget someone, haha, although ppl says 旧的不去，新的不来, but to relationship i think this might not apply haha. Erm sometime, the old things are better, Now i regret for not treasuring and thats why i am here to remind my BROTHER to cherish her... haha dun walk in my footsteps :)

Tml is Sunday, Church day!! Going for YM and service in the evening, reason for going in the evening is because there will be a speaker who is an mediacorp artiste, Moses Lim, coming to preach, so just wann to hear what he says. haha and also take pic with him as a memory.

Now is 1.52am liao.. still waiting for my mother to pack food for me then eat le jiu slp.. haha like a pig! LOL..

Best regards;

Kenny Koh

Leaving Everything in God's Hands

2010-09-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

Had my Hair cut today. In e afternoon, ard 12 pm ++, was discussing with chee peng whether to dye hair anot, but then in the end when we reached the salon, we decided not to dye because of some reasons

1 - dunno what colour to choose

2 - cannot be too obvious

3 - must ans to officer after we dye

4 - must set example to boys

A lot of reasons why we cannot dye, but i think i am going to dye during New Year, like what i did during this year haha..

After cutting hair, went to da bao for my bro and myself, reached home and ate, my mother asked, WHY U CUT BOTAK??

I answered: CUT BOTAK NEED REASON MEH LOLS..then tell her just playing ard lor..
then my dad say... WA very nice!! haha

Now i am wondering how to face my frens and juniors.. hope faster grow back ar haha

Then was talking to Yan Ling abt my hair,etc Now nth to do.. rotting infront of com.. thinking of wat to do next. So came here to post instead haha.

Ok Shall end here.

Best Regards;
Kenny Koh
Leaving Everything in God's Hands

2010-09-06T01:13:00.000+08:00

Long time since i post yeah?

Feel like getting back to blog everytime i see my cousin blog.. haha.. alot of her happenings.. quite interesting..

Now is 1am le.. people are slping and i am mugging for my exams and FINAL exam for the sem - Business Law.

After which, i get to enjoy 6 weeks break, will be going to work bah, if nvr work, stay at home relax or maybe go teach a Junior his homework cuz his results cannot make it.

Every saturday go for BB and sunday go for church. Hope this can go on and on, nvr ending.

Lazy to study :) thats maybe wat alot of people are thinking of too. Looking forward to a lot of stuff happening soon. The MOST looking forward one is 11 June 2011 because that day is my bday! Official 18 and i am going to register for Bike License.

Once i get my bike - Aprillia rs 125, i can stop spending 50 a month for bus fare. Dun need to squeeze with people on bus or mrt. Although servicing and petrol exp, but shld be ok bah haha.

Recently keep going to my grandma hse for dinner, but if everyday go also will sian one but if dun go, then need to spend money for dinner, which i duwan because i am not getting allowance anymore, my dad's financial is getting poorer, and now i need to save and help to pay whatever i can.

Not worried about this as i know that God will be with us thru out. Oh ya, today didnt go church cuz overslept, feeling so guilty when i woke up.

Hope to grow up real soon, to work, maybe an accountant? with an income of 3-5k? haha
but that is too far away from now, now i got to study hard first.

Then for singing part, maybe have to give up haha, cuz not fated maybe? shall see what happen next. As i usually say, Leave everything in God's Hands as i believe he has a plan for me.

Going to cut botak next thurs! with Cheep Cheep haha...
Cut for fun only then go to work sure kena laugh at. :(

So envy of my cousin and bro as they got their bike man.. haha although its dangerous but 人生有多少个十年？最要紧是活的痛快！correct? Just pray that they dun get into incident, because once they do so, i cannot go for my license as my father sure wont allow anymore.

My second brother is going into NS soon, but actually with him or without him at home, doesnt make a difference la, cuz he always no come back.. not trying to say he not good la.. but its like that ma.. he now always no come back, go NS also no come back, but go NS is safer rathan than he now at outside doing wat, We also dunno.

Elder Brother, still studying.. u all must be wondering why la.. haha Sec bro going NS, Elder bro still in POly... haha dun wish to disclose.

Now going off to study for my business law.

Best Regards;
Kenny Koh
Leaving Everything in God's Hands

2010-08-04T00:43:00.000+08:00

Its 1235am now, sudden feel to post.

When i am unable to lead my boys in the way i want, somehow i will feel sad??that feeling, i dunno how to describe eh. Erm maybe its my method wrong? or the boy has problem?

I seriously dunno, i need someone to help me with it. If i cannot get over this stage, next few years i will have alot problems teaching them stuff. Dun need to say about president man, seriously, sometimes, i feel president man is only a badge, what i want is to lead the boy well, made them become a leader, teach those who have some problems to learn good.

But all these are easier to be said than done. I wan to get it done! I am serious!

Maybe time will show everytime, i guess i need more time to get to know these boys and think of a better way to guide them or to teach them, maybe its really my fault or because of wrong method.

I try myself not to shout or scold u all, but if i don, u all will step over me. I can be frens with u all outside BB, but i need the respect IN or OUTSIDE BB, regardless what, i am senior cum Primer. If u wan to get trouble with me, i can be nasty too, it really depends what you all want.

I am not trying to pin point anyone here but trying to make my stand here. No matter how hard it will be, i will try to make my way thru. Givin my very best, moulding the boys to be a better leader, let them noe that Being a leader is nvr easy so they will understand our feelings.

I remember Mr Joseph told me this "As the going gets tough," what will be the next sentence to u?
Currently to me, the reply will be "the tough gets going", Will not give up, God will be with me through out!

2010-07-31T15:49:00.000+08:00

From today on, i will not post about my daily life but only the project that i have done, for eg, currently i am in charge of the Drill for Sch NDP.

So after that i will post up photos etc, share about my experience.

Here are some pictures to share first, after that i will post more!!

2010-07-10T20:25:00.000+08:00

Drill Com. Photos taken today

Ytd The boys and the primers stay over at Fajar Sec to prepare for the Drill Com. We did our uniform, boots and everything, and i would say our effort for staying up late paid off! We got first for our uniform,
and for overall, meaning, Drill Plus Uniform, we are third.

Although we did not get champion this time, but what i would say is that the boys really put in the effort for this drill com. The time they take to train, and on the actual thing, the banging, digging,arm swing, everything was there, just that there are some mistakes and that our marching is too fast, so we will work towards that for next year and earned back our champion!

Events that are coming up next will be Character Quest, Sch NDP Parade, Expedition Camp, Camp Temasek.

By the way, i am in charge of producing founders' man this year, and since we did not win the Drill Com. but i would like to use Founders Man as a replacement of that. But whatever i do is limited, on e actual day it still depend on the boys.

So Just pray that they will work hard for that!

Next time joining Camp Temasek as Committe, i suppose this meeting will enrich me alot and i can learn alot of new things..

Looking forward to that.

Regards;
Kenny Koh
Leaving Everything in Gods' Hands

2010-07-08T22:10:00.000+08:00

Cooked By Tom Hoo!! But Garlic cut by ME!

Ytd went to Tom hse to stay overnight cuz today morning we planned to go down to fajar sec to teach drill together.

So ytd night we alrdy planned to cook aglio olio.. above is the artpiece, contains, prawn, chilli padi, black pepper and "blenchan".... LOL

Gonna make more recipe if got time LOL..

Ok.. today morning drill, quite disappointed with the commander..hais.. shall not talk abt it here, but the squad seems ready for the competition except for some mistakes..

Went to sch with tom today, on the journey to sch, we both slept on e bus, maybe too tired .. haha then was late for lesson, but abit only la.. Miao Ching and geraldine worst haha.. when i reach sch, miao ching only at bukit panjang.. he reach ard 9.40-10am??? Geraldine reached at 10.30am, 30 mins before lesson end.. LOL

Then Had 3 hrs break cuz MAEC was cancelled.. not really a good thing .. haha then went to blaw lecture, during the break, me and jin wen were playing pudge war, so fun!! And when the lecture end, this girl, a fren of darren sat down on a chair and the chair broke, she fell on the floor, everyone in the theatre was laughing INCLUDING herself.. LMAO

Then went to IT help desk to accompany Jordan to install microsoft office and we went to buy some snacks and then go home, nothing special happened..

But something happened to my hse when i wasnt ard.. My hse door kena PAINTED!!! Smart ppl will noe what happen bah.. hais............... sian....

Whatever it is, God will be with ME!! haha

Regards;
Kenny Koh
Leaving Everything in God's Hands

2010-07-02T18:28:00.000+08:00

Great day today!! Happy!! haha.. Started the day with Infa!! Was at there playing game, listening songs.. got back my paper.. i was thinking that i will get quite high... and i got 69.5/80 haha.. so its 70 aft round off.. its an A!!!!!!It is 20% of the final grade!

Then had Dss, also playing game and listening songs, which playing, kena caught once, cuz i dunno the tutor behind me haha.. then got back the quiz we did on DSS.. which is 5% of the final grade.. saw ppl getting, 60 +, 70+,80+.. so i think that i will get ard that grade.. and i got 91!!!!!! haha.. damn happy..

Then went to had lunch with, Darren, Samuel, Jordan, Jin Wen, Devin and one more guy i dunno who!!! haha.. ate Beef fried Rice.. quite nice and quite full .. then while eating i was worrying abt the presentation later on .. its on Business Management..

Reached the Classroom and we were early, waited for another class to finish using our classroom then we got in.. Tutor started to talk awhile then she said presentation time.. haha i abit scare!! Then started off by making the class laugh!! i open the class chat to let teacher see.. lols.. everyone laughed.. then during presentation, becuz of the animations and sounds, they also laugh, which i think my presentation is not bad!! Thus i am not nervous after the half of the presentation..

Then after sch went to buy Frolick with classmates, they bought and i didnt cuz its like quite exp.. but i KAPO one of samuel's Mashmallow.. haha.. then after that went to atrium to withdraw money and off i go to Tiong Bahru, The Boys' Brigade HQ, to submit my NYAA and CCC forms, which represent the start of my President Man's Journey.. slept in the bus and woke up a few stops before the stop i am going.

Then first time saw Ms Loisa Koh, quite young.. and passed her the forms, collected Tom's invitation cards and she taught me how to fill the Primer Log Book .. after that i went to BB Shop to buy another Primer Polo cuz i got one size 40 and another 38 which is small..

Went to take Bus and found a seat, half way of the journey then i realised that the chair is WET.. the back of my shirt and Jeans and undergarment are WET.. luckily i am going home and not else where.. haha

Then reached Home, bath, did some admin things and blog!!

Going to take a nap soon..

Regards;
Kenny Koh
Leaving Everything in God's Hands

2010-07-01T23:01:00.001+08:00

Today is Thursday and tml is the last day of the week which i am very happy haha..

Tml - Getting back infa paper, Business management Presentation.. Hope everything goes on smoothly
Then after sch.. going down to HQ.. to settle some admin things..

I am quite happy with my results

Business Law - A
Life Management Skill - A
Macroeconomics - A
Infa - tml getting
Dss Pbl - B

Erm for LMS this week, we had an assignment which is due next week.. watched a movie and then nid to ans some question. Then no subtitles and i cant understand part of it.. so i went to find and download the movie haha.. got chinese subtitles.. ^^

Then after that went to do LMS project.. quite smoothly...Gonna be FUN!!

These few days.. Busy with BB.. teaching drill.. although the main instructor is Tom, i just stand ard there and correct them when they are wrong.. guess i will be teaching next year haha when tom go NS..

Ytd night went to Tom hse and he damn basket!! Duwan to let me slp.. haha.. till 3 plus.. we tried to cook Aglio Olio like the Zesty Tomato in the sch but in e end.. cooked smth like CHAR MEE!!! LOL..

Finished everything, lucky no stomachache.. like so fun.. find one day go cook again..then the next day, i wore the same shirt to sch and the shirt seems to smell of garlic.. and my hands too... maybe cuz the garlic that i cut ytd for the Aglio Olio.. haha.. kinda like weird with that smell..haha

After that went to FSS for Drill.. talked to Mr Lim.. and then went to teach drill.. What i can say is that the drills are not really well done.. some dun really put in effort.. hais.. shall see how it goes.. More extra traning coming up..

Ok.. tml got presentation and nid to go HQ after that.. need to slp le..

Regards;
Kenny Koh
Leaving Everything in God's Hands

2010-06-29T19:05:00.000+08:00

Today, my mind seems to be very troubled.. Things and projects running thru my mind.

Currently in my dad’s car writing this cuz I am very troubled!

Troubled until I made a fool out of myself. Was waiting for my dad at the bus stop outside sch. Waited for 20mins. Things keep running in my mind. My dad reached, in front of me and yet I didn’t notice.. till he honk-ed me twice.. and ppl was laughing.. Cant be bothered with them la..Had a serious headache and now on the way to my grandma hse to have dinner.

What was in my mind was the recent thing I will be busy with.. Think of it and my head is pain again.

Firstly, not happy that I got B for PBL 1 and secondly, tml got graded assignment, fri got presentation..Coming up projects includes PBL 2, BMGT, LMS..

Gonna go Berserk!! Hais.. Lets just hope that sem 1 will be over asap…
Next thing is BB Drill Com – 10 July, did wat we can alrdy but whether they will get the champion will be up to them le.

This whole week, full of activities, wed, which is tml, graded assignment, discussion of LMS project and BMGT presentation and also infa and maec hw for the next day. Thursday – Sch from 9am – 5pm, will be getting back my results and then 5pm will be going back fajar sec take a look at the boys then think will be going for a run with Tom. Friday – Sch till about 3pm? Then got BMGT presentation and after that nid to go down to HQ to submit my forms for NYAA and CCC.

Problem not ended yet, I want to cre8 a website of my own which contains of my blog and portfolio!! But I dunno how.. for eg, www.kennykoh.com … haha.. Who noes? Can teach me?

Next thing is $$ problem. Need a large sum of money!!! For wat?
Firstly, monthly concession which costs $50.
Secondly, CCC and NYAA cost $32
Thirdly, feel like joining Music Clinic but no money.
Fourthly, wish to go out shopping, buy new clothes and belts and shoes!!!

Now sch started and with BB, there is really no time for me to work! And Parents are alrdy very troubled up with money and I dun wish to trouble them again.

Hope to get over these problems I have asap.

Tired… Very tired…
Regards;
Kenny Koh
Leaving Everything in God’s Hands

2010-06-27T21:50:00.002+08:00

Me & Felicia

Peter & Zhan Lun Lao Shi & Me

Jarod & Me

Lost the feel to post recently, about for two weeks haha..

Erm.. alot of things happened. I had the sudden feel to go for President Man Award. Secondly, I also dunno why i went to sign up for the Standard Chartered 10km run.. For some ppl, u might think it's no kick, but to me.. it's harder than exam! haha... maybe cuz my stamina is weak and i dun exercise. Just came back from a 7km run, 1hr 10 mins. Siao.. so long sia.. Cuz i walked and run then walk then run.. haha...

More running will be ahead.

Last post was abt My bday!!! Erm had Fun Camp on that day itself. Fun Camp - ALL ABT PLAY & PLAY & PLAY!! haha.. enjoyed myself in the high element thingy.. Make new frens.. Loved BB more!!

Then after the fun camp, at home relax for about two or three days then on sunday, went for Music Clinic Open House, Saw Jarod & Felicia Chin & Peter Lao shi & Zhan Lun Lao Shi!!!! damn fun that day and hav the interest to join Music Clinic but then its so exp.. shall see how it goes la.. Peter Lao Shi is encouraging me to go..

Then after that, Mon and tue went for meeting with Project mates to do the projects that will be graded. Erm, Maec done, PBL will be asking teacher question and then Blaw, article has been approved and BMGT, i did my part alrdy, supposingly the report of 10-15 pages should be done bah..

Then wed to fri, had day camp! 9am to 5pm.. Taught BB boys drill, spent alot of efforts and energy, hoping that they will learn and eventually win the competition. cuz if they win, i will also be proud of myself.. Thank God for that opportunity. Friday after drill, went to eat ZHI CHA with tom, joseph and zhuang hao, after that they accomapny me home and waited for me to bath, i took my laptop and stuff to tom hse to stay overnight and joseph went to zhuang hao place to play.

That dat tom and me slept at 1.30am.. haha was dota-ing.. then next day woke up at 11am cuz i heard tom talking to Dong sheng, he came to borrow a disc from tom.. haha.. then woke up .. another game of dota then after that, did something and tom was preparing to go out.. we went out at 4.17pm i think.. then at 4.40pm we hadnt got a taxi and tom was nearly late for his speech at the Founders' Man Presentation. He was invited somehow like a VIP lols..

Erm then i went home.. slack awhile then do my stuff and then went to slp early cuz tired and cuz today nid to go to church..

Woke up and then went to cook maggie, after eating, went to church and the message was abt BGR.. learnt alot..
Should be going to next week YM bah.. haha..

Just came back from a 7km run.. now tired and going to eat soon..Signing off..

Kenny Koh;
God Bless

2010-06-11T14:40:00.001+08:00

Today is my birthday.. damn happy cuz alot ppl wishes me and my class TA 22 Bought 2 Cakes for me!! :) Thank You..(L)...hahas..

Ok.. Shall post when i come back from my bb camp.. Ending here.

Off to BB Camp~ 11/6/2010 - 14/6/2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!

Cheers;
Kenny

2010-06-07T17:56:00.001+08:00

Today was a Fun & Interesting day, Woke up at 6.15am, lying on e bed, felt like slping again, so i closed my eyes, then i opened again.. cuz i noe if i slp, i sure overslept for the test, so no choice, wake up, prepare go sch.

975 came, went up, saw Yen Loong, Youli, John, so sat with them and reached the sch at 7.30am which is damn early, paper starts at 8.30 and suppose to go in at 8.10am..Wa, then they wan to go to Underpass there to study, but i dun feel like going, rang HX up but nvr ans.. sad!!Think he busy Ai Mei-ing with HuaiAo hahas.. Went to eat breakfast at makan place, ate a kaya butter bread, 2 eggs and a coffee which costs me $2. After eating, went to Convention centre which is almost time, then waited for Classmates and went in together.

Found a seat, 191, then when i turned back to samuel and talked and turned back, i found 2 lollipops on e table, woo~~ Magic.. i seriously dunno who gave it.so i took one and gave one to Jordan, went to put my bad in front and came back, to my surprise, ANOTHER LOLLIPOP, wth?? what's happening? So i gave it to Samuel, Good things are meant to be shared. Hahas.

A invigilator walked by so i asked can we eat lollipop during the paper, she said okay, but none of us ate cuz busy doing the paper, sort of like no time.

Infa Paper wanst quite difficult, many people balanced the balance sheet and stuffs, alot ppl say easy, ya... then after that paper, went to take bag and went to talk to Darren, samuel and jordan, at this moment, Amanda came and give me another lollipop, she says my admirer gave it to me.. i was stunned (Scatching Head)* why suddenly give me so many lollipop, as i was eating the first lollipop, i gave that to Joash. Erm, then went to discuss where to go and decided to go to IRC. We played Pool -$5 cuz we played only like 3 games, each people one dollar, cuz 5 ppl went. then went to play Lan, sia la, spent $7 on Lan sia.. wth..in the middle of the game, i msged geraldine to ask her abt the lollipop, she says cuz i seem to be emo this few days and wanted to cheer me up hahas.. THANKS..after that they wanted to eat!! only 3.30pm at that time, so go lor, i didnt want to spend much money so i ordered only 2 egg pratas. $3 only hahas..

After that we decided to go play bb then on e way to the bus stop, it rain!! then was like sian, they wanted to go home, but if go home, i nid to walk a long distance back to the bus stop. Then they say go sch and see first.

Reached sch and then rain more heavily, so cancelled the thing and went home lor. Was too tired and felt aslp in the bus, reached interchange and just nice when walking towards the 975 there, bus came, luckily no nid to wait hahas.. reached home and open com for abt 5-7 mins, samuel who was living at outram suddenly online, HE REACHED HOME ALRDY!! Damn fast lor, i stay in bukitpangjang area leh.. took ard the same time from sch to my home and from sch to Outram hahahas..

Wanted to slp but cannot fall aslp leh dunno why, tml evening going back to sch to study and then wed, Darren says wanna go play ball.. shall see abt it first, see how it goes..

BLAW test on FRI!! Last paper and my holidays officially starts!! but this 2 weeks isnt like a holiday to me cuz got Blaw project, BMGT project, DSS PBL 2 and fun camp and drill camp.. wth.. like so occupied lor but will try to keep time out to maybe go play and relax.. but shall not stay at home.. too boring, might ask samuel, jordan and darren out, see can go where..!!

Ok shall end here..

Leaving Everything in God's Hands
Kenny :)

2010-06-06T10:26:00.000+08:00

Didnt post for 4 days.. was studying for my common test, staying in sch late, thats why when i came home i dun feel like posting. Today is Sunday, tml will be another common test, Intro to Financial Accounting, as i taken poa be4, so i think that this isnt a big prob for me and friday, business law, which i think that it will be a big big prob to most of us cuz we need to memorise alot of case references.

Ytd Macroeconomics test, shldnt be a prob bah.. hopefully can get A.. woke up damn early ytd, about 6.15am. prepared everything and about 6.50am i left hse, left earlier than usual cuz i scare ltr late then die! went to meet Tom and then went to sch together, he arh.. pig sia.. slept at 11pm and wake up at 7am, keep complaining tired hahas..

After the common test on monday, tue to thurs need not go to sch as i dun hav paper on those day, after this week, it will be a holiday for two weeks, but i think this holidays sucks! got alot of hw to be done, i doubt 11 June will be a happy day for me.

Ytd saw smth that makes me sad? but don wish to elaborate, they know, i know can liao, hais, after Blaw test on fri, i am going to leave sch asap. Don wish to stay in sch.. maybe meeting Ms ivy and terry out... or rather stay at home cuz having camp at evening.

Seriously, i lost the mood to blog of this. hais...But will be looking forward to next year 11 June so i can go take my bike license..

Nth much to post today.. might be going to read thru my Infa notes and stuffs in prep for tml de paper.
ending here..

Leaving everything in God's Hands

Cheers;
The Lonely Guy
Kenny Koh

2010-06-02T19:27:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 10am today and was on the bed for exactly one hour before i am willing to get up and wash up.. This shows how lazy i am :) hahas, maybe cuz ytd 2am slept bah.. was chatting with frens..

Woke up, did all e necessary things and off i go to school.. reached sch, entered the classroom, put down my bad and teacher calld "kenny, come and get your test paper," my heart was pumping very fast till i saw the "A" on my paper.. i was damn happy, didnt expect myself to get A for that paper.. so i sat down and this girl came in and got her paper, she got B+ and she says,"Kenny, see la, ur fault, go be proud of ur results la"
it was particularly my fault cuz that day while doing the paper, i finished mine first, and most people are leaving so i told her, lets go la.. don write so much liao.. then she was editing her work and submitted, so indirectly i made her got a B only.. so sorry for that.. and one thing i was not happy was that she said that i am proud, but i am not, she asked me how much i got, instead of saying an A i said 24/30, as not to be proud ma.. wth? she saids 骄傲啦，which really made me "sad"? Hais..

After that listen to the class and was webcaming with hong xun, playing.. after that.. lessons ended at 4pm.. went to print my lecture notes for blaw test and spent $2.20. Dunno whether worth anot leh.. $2.20 for SLS, Law of contract 1-4 and infa tutorial. think quite worth la..

After that contacted Hong Xun, he was with Hong Yuan.. so i went home alone, but before that, i was thinking, should i go and eat my favourite Aglio Olio? i wanted to but then i duwan to spend money leh.. so walking while thinking, i came to a decision, if i go to Zesty tomato and not much people, then i buy.. so i went, and bought cuz not much people but dunno why wait too long.. while walking towards ZT, saw this guy who was standing at the entrance of ZT, the door suddenly close and he was caught in between.. think its quite painful la.. and guess he will not stand there anymore hahas..

Ate my noodles and off i go home, took Bus 75, alot of things happen, i was standing up and after a few stations, i move to the back and saw this girl, think a few yrs older than me and she gave up her seat to an elderly which i am impressed, and the guy who was sitting outside was slping... after the girl from inside move out, the guy continued to slp, so ungentleman, if me ar, i would ask the girl to sit, and gave up my seat.. i was thinking abt that in the bus.. then the next 2 stops, the girl alighted, and i found a seat, so i sat down, when i sat down, i saw a fren, yu jie was also sitting down, so i msg him, give ur seat to the needy la.. and so, i saw this old granny was looking for a seat, one guy stood up and alighted the bus and the granny wanted to sit down but a kid came and sat on e chair first, i wanted to let out my seat but the granny didnt look at me, if she looked at me then i would wave to her and ask her to seat.. (Not trying to give excuse) then the granny saw another seat, then she walked towards that and an uncle came and sat on it.. wth?? lols then my fren stood up and wanted to let the granny sit but then she didnt wan to sit? so weird.. maybe cuz the seat was facing the opp direction and she didnt want it.

While Yu Jie was standing, the bus suddenly braked, he nearly fell .. hahas.. then after a while, yu jie found a seat and was in front of me hahas.. then after that we alighted at interchange, that guy who didnt let out his seat was still slping while everyone who was alighting looking at him, a granny knocked his window then he woke up, must be feeling paiseh at that time..

Went off to take another bus, 975. saw my long lost fren!! Dexter Ang Si Hao.. became quite tall liao.. hahas.. last few weeks we were talking in msn, how come nvr see each other in sch one... finally saw him.. he was lining up for the same bus too and between him and the one who was in front of him, there was a gap so i asked him how come he is standing so far, he said "taking shelter from the sun" LOLS.. ok...then went up the bus, reached my stop and alighted..

Reached home and found out that my table was kinda messy so decided to go tidy abit.. it cleaner now..and sort out my notes which i printed earlier on, booked a room in the library for fri, deciding to go there to study.. cuz sat is common test le..

After that i went to the market to buy smth for my mother.. then came home blogging le..Now, going to do INFA hw, so sian..

Lastly, the sunset view from my window is so NICE..

Cheers;
Kenny Koh :)

2010-06-01T18:25:00.001+08:00

Ok.. Woke up at 10.30am this morning and so i started to prepare to go to sch, as it was still early i took my own SWEET time to bath, style hair, etc hahas.. Wore jeans today becuz there is presentation for one of the module and the attire was smart casual.

Reached sch at abt 12.15pm, meeting my grp members at 12.45pm so i reached damn early hahas, meet geraldine and frens then decided to buy something to eat, i bought AGLIO OLIO which i didnt eat for weeks, it smell nice, when u smell it, u are tempted hahas..after finishing eating, i went to the meeting place and we started doing the peer evaluation form, gave quite good grades for my members ..

So we went up to the classroom and waited outside for the ppl inside to be done, waited ard 5mins.. then our turn!!! Started off with the power point, just bullshit ard then go into excel, explain what we done, how we did it, etc. hahas .. was damn happy.. cuz i got praised.. tutor said that i am an ASSET to the team.. hahas.. ^^ happy...

Got abit of error here and there and teacher says must do better in pbl 2.. and the thought of pbl 2 makes me sian.. cuz nid to think of the questions ourselves and solve the prob? like idiot lor.. hahas..jkjk..

After that went to attic alone to meet jin wen and samuel, discuss abt dss and after that went to BMGT lecture, as it was our tutor who was lecturing so we played abit punk! we went to sit in the second row.. hahas.. then listened to video and her lectures, after that she showed the students 2 pics, who belonged from our class.. damn funny hahas..

So after BMGT, we went to blk 72.. to print the notes for blaw, Joash was printing rather..as he printed one more copy of contract 4, he gave it to me hahas.. i got free one!! :)

Then Tian Yew borrowed my laptop , he wanted to print also but then last min then duwan liao.. but nvm la..he installed the printer for me.. then when we were abt to leave, someone called Kenny.. turned ard and looked, it was Joyce.. her classmates need to borrow a laptop to print her stuffs and so, as a fren of joyce who is also my fan in my fb, so i lent her.. then Geraldine and gang were waiting for me and i thought that they left so when i was leaving i saw them, we went out and started walking, cuz my dad came to pick me up and i left first.. it was like........ hahas.. cuz they waited for me and i left first?? hahas SORRY!!!!

Then just reached home.. MAEC test this sat.. gonna start revising soon...Hope to get good grades lah.. to get my bursary and scholarship.. btu dunno can get anot..:)

Cheers;
Kenny

2010-06-01T00:10:00.002+08:00

Didnt post for two weeks liao.. hahas .. Last week should have post cuz it was e learning week.. did not need to go sch for that whole week.. but tons of hw to be done lor.. sometimes in that week, i would prefer to go sch but sometimes think back, stay at home also good hahas..

So sch started again today.. started the day off with Macroeconomics.. almost late again cuz was waiting for fren lor.. not my fault, when i was in the interchange he still at home hahas.. then got to wait for him then we went to sch to meet other frens and sat tgt for the lecture, quite hot la.. then the module somehow like kinda tough and we are having test on this coming sat!! OMG.. Sat nid to go back to sch just for that stupid test!!
Wonder how sch plans it.. then we had Blaw, tutor went thru alot alot things today, the tutorial qns for 2 weeks and the test paper.. i got 18/20. Happy!!! first test in NP and scored not bad yeah? hahas

Then we went to have lunch at clubhouse, i had chicken baked rice, quite okay la.. then got to noe a new fren.. he was samuel fren, darren, if not wrong hahas.. then we went for Infa lecture after that, didnt really listen cuz i shld know the topic alrdy hahas.. shldnt be quite diff la since i got poa backgrd..

Then went straight home, slept till 10pm.. woke up, ate dinner and went out to market to father to pay bills .. lols pay bills in the night!! 10 pm plus plus .. so weird.. then wanted to go to cck polyclinic there to pay de but then went there then realised there under renovation and the machine is no longer there, so went to market.. ppl there very sian one.. all dunno how to use the machine then take a long long time!!

Finally home sweet home and sstarted blogging..

Created this fan page out of curiousity and for fun only .. Pls go Like it hahas

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Kenny-Koh/121516644554925?ref=ts

Thank you very much!! I hope to make it as many people like as possible la.. hahas

Cheers;
Kenny

2010-05-14T16:34:00.000+08:00

Just reached home and feeling very tired, very tired... don feel like living in this world anymore or shld i say don feel like living in this house anymore.

Got a scolding the moment i entered into the house. She was saying that i didnt keep the clothes in and then the rain made all e clothes wet. ok fine, it was my fault.. as this is my responsibility in this house. then suddenly she says, Mothers' day and her birthday ( Sunday & Thursday) no present for her this year and no wishes. She says u all no mother ar? I really dunno what to give, and the thought of wishing is not in my mind.

When we give present the previous year, she just left it aside and didnt even open it, and i was thinking, wat for giving present. I noe its a kind courtesy but i don feel the need, and for the wishing, maybe becuz i really think my mother is one who does e household chores and cooks.

From young, i was brought up by my aunt who treats me very good, but my mother was like keep beating me from young. There was once she just caned in my face. This is what i got from my aunt. Even my cousin sympathy me , saying that kenny is very piti, from young kena beat by mother till now. i really dunno what to say.

After my maid left , my mother split the chores among the 3 bros and her. Elder bro - Tidy bed, second bro - Washes Dishes, Me - Fold clothes, iron clothes and put the clothes back to original places, my mother - sweeps, mop, cooks, wash clothes.

My second bro and eldest bro, dont do their job and i was the alone that was doing, i was feeling unfair then, and just now, my mother told me that i had to tidy my bed from now on, everyday myself. then i was like .... The dishes, i am suppose to wash too.. WTF?? fair??

The reason i think she is not a good enough mother becuz, i think that she doesnt really care abt me, from young, i was taken care by others, then was almost like taken care by tuition teacher in primary sch, cuz i am havin tuition from monday to thurs, the whole afternoon. If i don do hw, tuition teacher call my mother, and when my mother reached home, the first thing, take cane and whack alrdy, don bother to ask too much.
Then i got my PSLE results, i noe that i didnt do well, but i suppose my mother till now, don even noe abt my PSLE score. Cuz she don bother to ask and so i don say. From the day i entered secondary sch till the day i left, i handed everything myself, is EVERYTHING!!, from registering,going to orientation, to buy books, uniform, till i get my O lvl results. She didnt even ask hows sch like a normal mother will ask. SHE DON BOTHER, she only cares to go out with her fren ,sing songs, do her stuffs.

Whenever sch has Parent teacher Conference, and whenever i ask her to go, she will say not free, ask ur dad to go and i asked dad, he will say ask ur mum to go. I really dunno wat to do.

Then Sec 4, O lvl year, i suppose she didnt even noe, i was busy doing my preparation and she always ask me to help do this do that, how am i suppose to study?? at that time, i really hope that i don stay at this hse alrdy. Cuz this hse, i cant study and am not secure. WHY?? cuz thanks to her, borrowed loansharks.. Good role model yea? ppl come pour paint, wrote things, and my bro and i were always the one who help her to clean. There was one when i was alone at home and there was ppl pouring paint, when i saw the paint, i was like wth, and i was very very afraid, i quickly called my dad and asked him to come back. u cant imagine the fear on a little 16 years old kid.

Mid year exam, i got second position is class, No reward, no praises, nth, cuz she don even noe. Prelim, i got first in class.. same thing, no reward, nth, cuz she don even noe, During O lvl period, she also dunno, didnt ask a single word abt O lvl. NOT A SINGLE WORD. Get results, also not interested, i really dunno wat a mother this was, Seriously, maybe some of u might think that i am wrong in saying such things, but i realy dunno wat to do.

Now in Poly, again i did all e registration myself and bought the laptop myself, textbooks,etc. what did she do? nth? Tired aft a day lesson, came back, wanted to slp and got a scolding..

Still wan a present!! i really hope that my father will bring me to another place and stay , even though its a small 3 room flat, i will be glad, i don wish to stay here and listen to these scolding anymore.

She worked, but no money one. i also dunno why. That time asked her for sch fee, she says use urs la. And i paid my sch fee myself. She didnt pay a single thing in this house, HDB instalment, Utilities, electricity, house phone, NONE. My dad was paying alone, his salary is only 2k one month, and paying all these, he still had to pay his car loan,$822 per month, and pocket money for the 3 of us, is that enough? i don see my mother helping, but she was heaving his burden at times, ask me get money from dad. I dun really understand where actually her money goes.

I can nvr think of the good thing she does, dunno why, cuz like none?? Hais........................................

CAN SOMEONE REALLY TELL ME WHAT TO DO? GOD?? PLEASE.. OR CAN SOMEONE ADOPT ME IN HIS/HER FAMILY. PLS.. I REALLY DUN WISH TO STAY HERE ANYMORE..

2010-04-27T19:23:00.003+08:00

Irony Of The Year!

Ytd i had a lecture in the early morning, 9am nid reach sch, so i left home at 8am, left earlier than usual but when i was at BP interchange, there was alot ppl waitig for bus 184 and 75, so, i joined the queue for 75, erm i was nearly late for lecture, i reach the bus stop opp sch at abt 9am, so late! lols, so i walked at a faster pace to the Lecture theatre, i reached at 9.10am bah, so quickly tap the card, but did not enter the theatre, went to the toilet first and go back to the theatre, found a seat and listen to the lecturer.

After that, went to my tutorial class on business law, we went thru the tutorial questions and then we had an hour break, so i went to canteen 4 to meet my sec sch frens and had lunch with them. it was like damn far!!! hahas then after lunch, i waited for my fren and went to the next lecutre tgt, and we didnt take the usual route, so, we reached a lecture theatre which was Lt 45 but was suppose to go to Lt38, we went to the LT and found a seat in the front row and sat down. Firstly, the teacher didnt told us wat is the lecture on, and we were supposed to go to INFA, smth to do with accounting, and this lecturer was teaching smth on accounts also, so we tot we are in the right room, but then the notes that he keep on ask the class to refer to, was microsoft word, but then we don hav it, then we tot nvm, and after 45 mins, we felt weird, and quickly MSN our fren and asked if the lecturer is a girl or boy, and they said its a girl but then our lecturer is a boy. We knew that we were in the wrong class!! But we were unable to leave cuz we were in the first few rows and if we leave, we will be paiseh, so we waited for the lecturer to give us a break, and we ran off. HAHAS, then we went back to the actual theatre and the lecture ended, then i was like so saded!! hahas, waited an hour.

After everything , we went to take an hour break and went back to LT38 for a talk, the talk was suppose to end at 6pm but then i left at 5pm, cuz it was like boring, and went to Atrium to eat Aglio Olio, which was quite nice! hahas, erm then waited for Wei Ming and gang to go to squash training tgt, it was rather relax but then didnt really like it, was still considering to go tml or not.

Training till 8pm, called up my dad to fetch me home, when i reached home, bath, iron clothes for dad, did my hw, and went to the living room to watch tv, by the time , it was alrdy 10pm. so late alrdy. erm dozed off on the sofa, and dad asked me to go to the room. Was damn tired ytd, in sch for 11hours. My first time in NP hahas, also the first time to go to the wrong lecture theatre.

So that was ytd of my sch life, hahas..

Regard;

Kenny :)

2010-04-22T00:43:00.000+08:00

Collage done during LMS

Today we had IS module ( Interdisciplinary studies) LMS ( Life Mangement skills), from the name, we alrdy have some ideas what is it abt, basically, its how to manage ur life, and wat are the skills needed, today, i finally met my classmates for the first time, and we got along quite well, hahas, and was told to do the above collage to introduce ourself, by doing so, this prove that we noe our ourself well, erm i pasted basketball there as i liked basketball, easy to interpret yeah?? hahas, and learn abt self esteem , it is very important hahas. Erm, 4hrs of lesson supposingly but the tutor let us off after 3hrs, and he told us to do something like reflection and hand in and we can leave, quite fun time. hahas, enjoyed and looked forward to it hahas.

After class, slacked awhile in the sch and went off to take a cab to 76 Pioneer Rd, Asia Pacific Wine Hub, to work, erm lets say abt the driver, he was not following the law sia, he made illegals U-turn and did alot of mistakes, quite funny, he was on the right track according to my GPS and he suddenly made a U turn , then i was like, " why did he make the U turn?" LOLS. But he is not intentionally to eat my money de, he stopped the meter at $19.70 but when we reached the place , its $25++ lol, aiya also not i pay, so i don really care hahas.. :) so evil!

The Wines

One of the Wines

Nice yeah?

L.O.V.E

Cute Yeah?

Cool!!

Sexy!!

Was working at the wine hub, ppl coming to the place for a presentation followed by the buffet dinner, alot of Red wines there, so cool man, especially the L.O.V.E. hahas, the package was awesome, was not allowed to take photos de but i took it secretly.. don Expose me !! pls.. hahas!!..

Erm, was quite cold over there annd the function ended very fast, and went back to shop to unpack, when reach shop, saw the sword and so, i took a photo hahas, Cool? lols.

Erm after that took a cab home, quite bad luck today, both cabs got prob de sia, ask the uncle go by brickland road then he dunno bring us go wher sia, wasted our $$$ .. hate it when the taxi drivers are like that, so next time when i take cab, i will say where i wan to go by specifically hahas.. so i wont be cheated!!

Reached home and ate, after that started blogging, then tml going to sch at abt 1 plus to submit my scholarship thingy and attend a lecture at 2pm, after that ard 5, i have to go Fort canning to work, hais, work again, after tml, might not wan to work for a short period, get a break first hahas.

Thats abt it for today, will post again tml.

Regards;

Kenny :)

2010-04-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

First Day of Poly Life

School finally started after a long break, i think abt 5-6 months of holidays. Hasnt been studying for quite a long time and sch started ytd.

First day of my sch and not bad bah. Erm first week, no tutorial , only lecture. so the lecture theatre was filled with ppl and the lecturer started to lecture lols. Erm first day, was quite bored. First lesson was on Macroeconomics, lecturer wasnt teaching on the subject itself but teaching us how to use MEL ( Mobile E-Learning) LOLS, all of us were bored.

Many ppl dropped their laptops in the theatre cuz the table wasnt quite stable, i was also afraid so i hold on to my laptop thru out the lecture, don dare to let it go hahas. Ermn after the sch ended, i went to Sch Of BA , IT desk, to install some sch stuffs on the laptop, took a while only and after that went home. Erm what i don like in the sch is Lunch time, many ppl in the Makan place, and we took a long time before we found a seat. Thats it for day 1

Today is DAY 2, and i didnt noe that i had to go to workshop cuz they say lecture only ma, then i didnt go, after that i 3pm then went to sch for lecture, and hong xun saw my timetable then tell me that workshop nid to go, then i was like, how sia, immediately messaged one of my classmates and then she said shld be nvm and i was the only one didnt go, lols, so paiseh sia.. then i msg the tutor and she says its okay, luckily sia. If not i die. lols.

Day 2, was quite bored too, all the lectures are all introduction, Looking forward to actual lessons hahas.

Went to Convention centre for CCA fiesta, don noe wan to join wat leh, maybe joining squash or badminton or tennis, see how it goes la, joining with frens, if not will be lonely hahas.

Wanted to go home after that, and then when i reached the bus stop, flooded with ppl, and which is wat i hated man, finally got up the bus which was rather empty and after the bus left NP , it was filled with ppl, i didnt even had a place to sit, and on the journey, i lost my balance and bang into a guy next to me, and the girl with him was laughing behind his back secretly, didnt wan me to see bah, i was quite embarassed LOLS..

Reached Panjang and saw my pri sch fren Jia Ying, and then saw Yoke Ling with her, my classmate. Erm took the same bus, 975, then i alighted at my destination but i didnt went home, i went to carpark to find my dad and off we go to makan at bukit batok lols. was so busy yeah?

I told my dad to help me buy 4D, the reason is becuz, my student no is 3458 and i saw this carplate on the way to lecture theatre and then when i was going home, on the bus, and saw one taxi got this no. also. then i was wondering whether God gave me the no. lets see if tml will open anot hahas..

One more thing, Lavish ( company i am working in) called me and ask me to work tml, then i was like, erm, no choice cuz of some issues so i worked lo, really dun feel like working le, lazy leh, but then if no work i got no money leh, so i will be working tml and thurs, hais, goin there after sch, so tired de lor, then nid bring laptop go, if lost, i sure ask them to compensate. LOLS..

Tml lesson from 1pm-5pm. hais, erm will be ending here. :)

Regards;

Kenny :P

2010-04-20T22:07:00.000+08:00

Working @ Mediacorp

Was working at Mediacorp on sunday, i worked cuz they say Star Award, went there and saw quite a number of actors and actress, Rui En, Chen Jing Xuan, Quan Yi Fong, Guo Liang, Lee Ming Shun, Mok Xiao Ling, Dai Yang Tian,etc handsome, pretty, also have.. lols..

What surprised me was that some of them smoked, cuz to me, wat i saw on the tv and wat i saw real life really differs man.. hahas

They were on live tv on Sunday, believe many ppl watched. Erm, i recorded the show although i cannot watch at home. hahas..Erm nth to post abt it actually, cuz i was working and cannot go into the theatre to watch it live. I was working in the VIP area, serving ppl like Minister and the CEO of Mediacorp.

So thats abt it..

2010-04-14T21:20:00.000+08:00

Outing @ Marina

Went to Peninsula plaza ytd to accompany Kai Ming to sign up for his korean . He wanted to learn Korea, so we went tgt with him to sign up. Total fee is abt $320, not cheap yea?

Erm, after that we went to marina to eat, was suppose to eat Seoul Garden but then the Seoul there is full and doesnt look appetising. So, we went ard to look for other place to eat, and found a place where there is buffet, so we paid $16.25 each and went in to eat for abt 2hrs.. hahas.. then All the pics were up there.. hahas.. then we went shopping ard in the centre and some ppl bought shoes, some bought shirt and i bought 2 Spectaculars, just wan to look nice yea? hahas.. Will upload photos when i wear the spec hahas.. hopefully tml de outing..

Then after went to somewher to wait for Bus, was planning to go to Yu jie hse, and we wanted to take bus 700 and so , we waited. i think we waited for 30 mins to one hour, then someone went to check that bus 700 actually starts to operate at only 7++ and that time was only 5++.. Wa, we wasted so much time, wait for nth!! LOLS. then we went to esplanade there to take bus 960 back to BPP and went to YJ hse for a while and my dad came and fetch me home, ya, so thats all for ytd..Nth much.

Today was suppose to go to KM de hse to play mahjong but i woke up late and i told them to play first as they got enough players alrdy, so i cont to slp till 1plus, woke up and wash up ... when i was abt to leave hse, i called KM again to ask wat time will they finish and he says abt 530, when i was leavin hse, it was abt 2pm. But Km ask me not to go .. then i stayed at home to watch dramas lo.. Watch whole night man.. so tired, and in the midst, i was hungry and wanted to eat the biscuits that my mother bought, but she asked me dun eat, ask me eat bread, then i was like sort of not happy, "If cannot eat then buy for??" that was my mentality, and so i went to eat one slice of bread, but was still hungry and abt 6pm, which is dinner time and my mother says she will be cooking, but i don really care le, cuz hungry ma and i went to eat at my hse de coffeeshop there.. lols.. then came back watch drama awhile then eat dinner again at 8pm.. lols.. GLUTTON man.. hahas..

Then now bloggin, had a lot of troubles trying to upload the photos and finally i did it hahas... So that was my today and tml , there will be an outing for VIKINGS @ sentosa.. but i dun quite noe ppl there leh, just go for fun lo and see see how hahas... hope tml will be a fun day !! hahas..

Thats it for today!!

Regards;

Kenny

A Day Out @ Town

2010-04-11T18:39:00.009+08:00

Me!

Funny?

Erm, Nice?

Sandals which cost me $50

Carrot Cakes

Cheese Cakes

Marshmallow to go along with the Fondues

Strawberries to go along with the Fondues

Chocolate Fondue

Strawberry Fondue

Seems tempting

The Bill

Is it worth?

Went to town ytd, purpose was to buy some shirts and slippers, as shown above, erm, i spent ard $160 including $50 used to help my bro to buy the sandals.

The reason it is so exp is becuz of the brand bah... NewurbanMale.. hahas. the words printed on the shirt is so funny, so i bought it, its $50/pcs but got discounts, i bought 2 pcs, and 2 sandals, the acutal cost shld be ard $200 but i got it at $160, i think its worth, isnt it? But i shld have get the card from my fren then still got 10 more percent discount sia, but i didnt, cuz i lazy go his hse take.. hahas..

10% shld save me another $16 dollars, hahas.. After all the buying of things, we decided to go have dinner @ swensens, spent a total of $44+ altogether for 3 persons, which is rather exp, and the food is not filling , and not my idea to go there..

Erm, OH!! On the way to town , on the bus 190, i saw this small and plump boy, with his mother i think, the mother is using a small notebook to teach his son maths, erm, and so, as i was standing, i took a look at the questions, and i actually, dunno how to do sia, die liao..

The question goes like this...

A uses 1/3 of his money to buy a pen, and he bought a book which is twice the amount of the pen, he is left with $12, so how much does A has at first?

I was thinking hard, maybe if i sit down and think , i shld be able to solve it bah..just wanna share with u all, Do u all noe how to solve, without using Algebra.
Cuz i think the boy does not noe how to do algebra yet.HAHAS

Ok, back to the topic, erm after dinner, we went to toilet and Jonathan was complaining when leaving the toilet, "why so many doors de sia, wan to go toilet only nid pass by so many doors", lols, the situation is like this, the toilet is at somewhere near the lift and to get to the lift, we nid to past by one door, and to get to the toilet, we nid to pass another door, if i am not wrong, there is one more door, but i forgot at where le.. hahas.. quite funny la..

Then we went to took MRT,LRT back cuz if wan to take bus, nid walk to taka there but then we at ION, and lazy to walk to there, so just taake MRT to CCK, and change to LRT. When i reached my station and tapped out, it cost me almost $2, from orchard to phoenix. I was like, SO EXP? cuz that time when using student de card, i think very cheap onli.

Then went home, and Bro say he going to play mahjong at fren hse, so i tag along lo. Then i got to play .. hahas but no money involved, just for fun. erm quite fun cuz first time playing with bro. Then after that went to market to buy supper!

When i wan to order rite, the auntie suddenly shouted to a guy sitting down drinking beer, they seems to be quarrelling and i don dare to order, so i stood there a while then my fren say go order la, they wont scold u de cuz u customer ma. LOLS!! then i went to order, got my food and make my way home.

Finished eating, lied down on the floor, and my legs suddenly like no strength and i fell asleep without bathing,, EEKS!! then my dad ask me go bath, then i woke up and walk to the room and slpt on the bed, then my dad came in at 2am, he says, " U nvr bath ar!!" then he keep pester till i go bath, lols lo.. bathing at 2am, after bathing, i went back to bed and slept straight away, maybe too tired ... hahas..

Thats all for ytd. i think i shld post abt today bah, if not post too long le, ppl reading will fall aslp .. hahas, shall talk abt it tml.

Signing off
Kenny :)

2010-04-09T19:17:00.003+08:00

Me and my grps

Me andd the crazy Emcee Matt

The reason why i ask that he is crazy.. is becuz .............

U will noe when u see this video

2010-04-08T19:35:00.002+08:00

Finally, i finished the 3 days of induction prog in NP. Indeed, it is enjoyable, but maybe to us, freshmen, we might think its boring..However, i am thankful to those who organise these, BA society, SCs, etc...

First Day

I went there with Hong xun, and when i go to my own grp, i was like, OMG, i don noe anyone of them, and was like so pai seh. Then they were playing this game call " Blow Wind Blow", and this girl blew those wearing ear rings, and the whole group , onli i was wearing, then i was like ....

Then they were teaching us how to cheer, but wat i tot was, this is no more secondary sch and they are still cheering away, like so childish, but i think that its becuz they wan us to bond bah. hahas ( Not trying to criticise the prog)

Next, we were brought to the Convention Centre (CC). At there listen to the Emcee and they were introducing the organiser, etc, CoOL man..

Then Lunch, we went to dunno canteen wat, then i order this chicken cutlet rice, the cutlet is damn big lor.. hahas, not bad, one thing that is bad is that its HOT.. i mean the place is hot, not the cutlet.

Then we went for games, and drawing of something which i dunno is wat, then after that we were dimissed.

First day of course i feel that its sian ma. hahas , moreever i don noe ppl there..

Second Day...

Its Games day and we wore shorts which is cooler than day 1 which we wore jeans. Then the earlier part of the day, we went to CC as usual for some introduction again and off we go to play games the whole day.

As we played the games, the bonding between the grpmates were closer, and so its not as boring as the first day liao..hahas..

Then after a while, we went to have lunch and during lunch, alot of funny things happen, actually not alot, but its funny as they were talking abt riddles, jokes and all the answer were funny hahas..

And then we cont with our games, and finally, HOME SWEET HOME!!

Third Day

A relaxing and memorable day, WHY? Cuz the whole day , we were in the CC, air con-ed room, watching performance, watching ppl play games, it was funny, and also listening to songs hahas..

The performance, VERY FUNNY.. and the emcee, wax their leg and armpits hair. LOLS..
Damn Crazy lor..

Maybe we shld try this in BB..

Erm, then it was a long day today. but not really tired la.. enjoyable!

One more thing, i took photo with one of the emcee, who was the emcee for the AYG and Singapore Idol .. Honoured leh..hahas

Oh ya.. my timetable is out, sadly, i wasnt in the same class with hong xun but we were in the same class for lecture, not that bad...hahas..

At least there is a companion, wa, school reopen , scare to go sch sia, cuz i dunnno who my classmates!!

Just got home, showered and now eating and posting at the same time, i think that will be all for now, i am off to watch my show.

Regards;
Kenny :)

2010-04-04T00:33:00.003+08:00

Its has been a last time since i last post, sometimes, i really lost the FEEL to blog, feels so tired, but yet so many things i wan to say.

Erm, firstly, BB, sometimes i was thinking, why shld i give myself so much troubles by going back and help, i also dunno why...Ppl always say wat BB gay, ask me don go back la, say wat, becuz of bb, cannot dye hair, so stupid. Hais, i also wan to dye hair, not tat i duwan, but maybe its God who wanted me to go back and help.

But being a leader, i cannot expect things to go smoothly for me, there are alot things that happen and i had to do smth abt it and i cannot push to other ppl, this is when the prob comes in, and this is when i will think that why i am inviting trouble to myself.

Secondly, finally i got in to accountancy in Ngee Ann poly, with hong xun, hopefully, same class..hahas..cuz if dunno can ask him ma.

Third, Finally O's is over, it seems to be very fast.. hahas.. thinking back of my secondary sch life, really miss it and will cherish it.

Fourth, Work, after O's i have been working, earn quite a sum of money le, but dunno why sch seems to be starting soon and i lost the interest in working.. hasnt been workin for some time, and was playing mahjong these few days hahas..

Fifth, Family, second bro went to thailand last week, i think he coming back soon, but parents were very worried abt him but he got secretly contact me and ask me dun tell my parents, but eventually they knew it, i lent my bro a total of 600 sing dollars, which is alot to me, but he is my bro and i must help him de ma, and i also helped him to look after his motor for the past few days, as for Big brother, i also dunno wat he is doing, everyday , either at home, or go out with frens, like nvr work but got income leh, dunno how he manage to do it..

As for my father, as usual, one day call me one time to check on me or shld i say concern, and one thing he always will say, iron his clothes for him and sometime ask me to bring the dog down for a walk, but frankly speaking, i don like to bring the dog for a walk de , dunno why my bro bring the dog back..

As for my mother, don see her often which i think its good, cuz i don really like her la.. although i shld, but when i see her, she will always complain abt this and tat, and whenever she called me either on hp or face to face, sure got smth for me to do de and sometimes when i am in the middle of a dota game, she asked me to help her go downstairs to pass money to her fren.. OMG wat was that man, she cannot go down herself?

As for me, i always have this wish to own my own hse, so that i can hav peace and like being alone.. can always invite frens to my hse for party or to play. but now sch starting soon, shldnt be thinking of playing le..

Next year, when i am 18, i am thinking of taking Bike license but my parents dun allow, but i think i will still go for it..

One more thing which is religion, my parents don let me be a christian, how sia?? hais,, head big, but i always tell my father that i wan to be a christian and he always scold me, my mother ask me burn incense paper but i die die duwan to burn, cuz one of the ten commandments doesnt allow, so i have to obey God!

Friday was the death of Jesus and Sunday will be the Rise of him from dead, and church usually have something on, maybe i am going to see hahas.. lets see how it goes ltr..

Feeling like going to swim ltr on, but no one to accompany me leh..maybe go alone hahas..!!ok, i have written alot, lets see when free then i update again lo..

See ya..

God Bless;
Kenny :P

2009-11-15T22:32:00.003+08:00

Yo everyone i am back..

Back from the war with GCE 'O' level.. I admit that it is not an easy journey...but if u are willing to work hard during sec 3 and 4, u will be fully prepared..

Unlike me.. i only started working on my homework after SA1 this year..i do not noe anything abt physics at that time.. but one day, i think back.. i shouldnt let this keep going.. i must do smth abt it..

One of the reasons is because my form teacher, Mr Lim always ask me not to give up on physics... so i decided to work hard as he is a good teacher and i do not wan to disappoint him.. So i sought help from his colleage, Mr Lee Kwok Wei.. a physic cum maths teacher...

I went to ask him for help..i would like to thank him for taking out his precious time in teaching me even though he did not teach me in any of my secondary life.. Thanks to him and i got an A1 for Physic during Prelim.. But this is not to encourage any one of u to study just be4 O lvl..

But one of the disappointing things happened during O lvl.. which is the Social Studies paper.. which everyone thought that Venice will come out and we study like hell... But it did not come out for the SEQ..my heart sank when i saw the questions on SEQ... All those that came out are those i didnt study for...hais.. think i am going to flung combined humanities which i don wish to..
Now wat done cannot be undone...

Then English paper.. i think it was not a hard paper... alot ppl said it too.. hahas.. Thank God for that..Hope i can score well for english..

Maths paper was rather easy for paper 2...One of the questions repeated.. this shows that practices does help hahas.. that question was 10 marks if not wrong..

Comb. Sci was also easy but i just hope that my practical will not pull me down once again..

Erm chinese... not pinning too much hope..

Lastly my POA.. quite easy too..

My target for O lvl

L1R4: 12 and below
Hope to get to accountacy..

Will share again nxt time.. Got to go..

Leaving Everything in God's Hands
God Bless;
Kenny

2009-08-22T08:36:00.000+08:00

Prelims are just round the corners already so i cannot post as often as last time..i will use the time to study to get my targets for my prelims..

Sad to say that i fail to get my target for my chinese O lvl.. I only got a B3 and my oral was Distinction so i decided to retake it..I wanted an A1..i will not give up cuz my teachers did not give up on me.. i will work even harder to get my A..

Ytd Mr wong told me this,人生不如意事十之八九，岂能尽如人意，但求无愧于心。。this motivated me to work even harder..Thanks Mr Wong..i will work hard..

POA was kinda getting hard cuz of the theory part..and the Physics, guess i really nid to spend more time on it reading..get into my brains all the formulas and definition..

As for Maths..Mr Lim had taught everything and we just nid to be more careful and read the questions carefully..cuz the questions are not hard but they were tedious..

English.. I aimed for B3 because one of the teachers said that i can aim for A but i scare that that was quite high so i aim for B3 for prelims and see if i can get it or not first then i aim for A..

Comb.Hum...SS was getting better and geog was easy except for the part of maps..hate it..

For science, Chem was in my mind already..think i can score quite well for chem..but for physics..nid to buck up..

Next monday is my oral already..gonna practice it later..so as to assure my A for O..ahahas..I really hope that i can achieve my targets for Prelim..if not i will dunno wat to do..

OK thats all for today..And maybe not posting till end of prelim bahs..

Leaving Everything in God's Hands
God Bless;
Kenny

2009-08-15T09:17:00.000+08:00

I am back!! Hehe..This few weeks or months cannot post regular already cuz prelims coming..then O lvl also..so i really nid time to go study..whether on weekday after sch or weekend..will be very busy..then let me share wat happen on one of few days..

My fren, a girl, she lost her money in the girls toilet, amount is $60..then after sch, he told the teacher and the teacher says he wanna to check our class's bags and wallet..then dunno whether i am lucky or unlucky..i had $60 dollars at that time..its my saving and i am lazy to put in bank so i just post it in my wallet..

Then i was the prime suspect then..but in e end nth happen to me but the money cant be found..BUT i didnt stole it..Hope that the girl will not be too sad..

Ytd got back my maths mock exam paper..scored A1 for the paper 1..but paper 2 is on next tue..i must get high..to get the top in my class..argh...i dunwan to lose!!

Then ytd went to study chem and physics in bukit panjang Mac with some frens till very late, then walk shi qi home and then aaron and me took lrt home..

Reached home, did all the household chores, sia la..sometimes i think that the house hor if dun habe me hor sure very messy..then aiya dunno la..

Then wanted to play a game of dota, but then when i started the game, then my dad ask my bro to bring the dog down for a walk..then the bro hor, bring the dog back but dunno to take care of the dog..i feel that its better to give away the dog..cuz it cre8 so much troubles for us..

Then bo bian, i had to take the dog down to piss..then after i came up, then i go in the room and saw the bro playing my game..then i was like...hais..this kind of bro no use one..

Then i very angry walked out of the room and told my father abt it then he said he going to buy a new one for me in sept..but i dunno whether true, cuz he always say say only..

Hais, now goin to play a game of dota to bu chang for ytd de..then after that , afternoon going to study..thats all..

Leaving Everything in God's Hands
God Bless;
Kenny

2009-08-11T16:32:00.000+08:00

Didnt post for a long time le..Not becuz i duwan to post or i am lazy to post..is because..recently, alot of things happened..

Thursday

I was in sch and supposingly after school i should be going to work..then at abt 3.00pm, my mother called me..and i answer the phone secretly..then she told me to go to grandma hse immdiately...she ask me to go tell the teacher that i nid to go urgently..but i did not..then my mother msg me telling me wat happen..she said that my Grandma had passed away..

Then i was like stunned for a while..then recapping all e moments with my grandma althought its little..then i told my fren that i could not work and immediately i rushed to plaza after sch and took a cab down..when i reached, i saw alot of my relatives there and i went into the hse and was told to go and see my grandma in her room and i went in and saw her lyin on e bed..not moving..

Although i was sad but i couldnt express it out..i dunno why..then waited for other ppl to come and carry her body into the coffin..and the wake was held under her blk..

Then i was there till nite and then went home..Reached home then bathed and did some chores and i fell asleep..

Friday

I woke up as usual and went to sch and then for the NDP celebration..was kinda lame..

Then i went home after it and took a bath and laid on e sofa..i woke up at 5pm++ and took e dog for a walk and after that went to my grandma's wake..then was there folding the incense paper,etc..till late in e nite..

Then went home..same thing..did household chores and slept..

I continuously did these few things for a few days till sunday ...

And For monday, i woke up and bath and took my dad's car to the wake again..its the last day..and we send her on her last journey..we took a bus and headed for Mandai crematorium..and cremate my grandma..

Then took bus back to my grandma's hse and pack up things and then took bus to Mandai to collect her ashes and then headed to CCK cemetry and then saw my grandpa's ashes too..they took it from other cemetry to cck cemetry just to let my grandpa and grandma to be together..

Then after that went home took a bath and slpt..

Woke up eat dinner and did some work and slept till this morning..

Then was told that we wil get back our Chinese result but in my disappointment we did not get back..

Then we had our Maths Mock Exam..except for some questions that is difficult, the rest was quite ok..after exam..here i am posting at home..

Ltr going to study for SS & Chem test tml!!

Leaving Everything in God's Hands
God Bless;
Kenny

2009-08-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

Ytd i only attended POA lessons and Maths lessons..why??Interested to know??i was in the Discipline Cabin (DC) all day...cuz fought with someone..

While fighting, everything was chaotic and dunno how his hand landed into my mouth, and then i just bit lo..due to my teeth too strong, the person's hand bled..then i was brought to the DC..i waas told to wait there, after hours of waiting, Mr Sng finally came..and after a while of talking to me, he left and said he will be back ltr..then he nvr come back..

During the time in cabin, i was thinking..why when two person fite..teachers only care abt the one who got injured? and nvr ask if the other guy got injured anywhere..hais..then i was thinking that its not fair..why everyone care for him only..then i was alone in the DC...facing 4 walls..

But during that time, i prayed ... for forgiveness and speedy recovery for that guy hand...Hope that Lord wil forgive for wat i had done..then when i was down and alone, i saw this poster in the DC..

"If u think that nobody cares,Think again"

Then i tot again..who cared for me..only one person came into my mind..which is GOD..but at that point of time..i had done wrong and i dunno whether God still cares for me..and i was thinking abt it, i fell asleep..

Then somebody came knockin on the door..he opened the door, and guess who? Its my Class counsellor, Mr Lim..he came to talk to me..finally now i noe who cares hahas..then after talking to him..tears rolled down my cheeks..maybe becuz too touched that only he cares for me..hehe..

Then he brought me to wash up and then said that he will bring me back to class ltr at 1.30pm which is after lunch...and he went to his table and get this Raspberry yogurt for me and a bottle of mineral water..and he told me to stay in the cabin to wait for him..after a while, he came back and asked if i wanna do maths..

Of course i said yes, if not i will be bored to death hehe..then he went to get Matrices and Sets WS for me to do..while doing it halfway, Mr Lim came in again...and he brought in a packet of Vitasoy this time round..and i tot that he wan to treat me..but he said that it was the ppl that i bit bought for me ..

He said that the person wanted us to be back the relationship we used to have..then this is wat he do to save back our relationship..since ppl has forgiven me, i have no reason not to be frens back rite..so we were fine alrdy..

Then went back to class and did Maths and then 2.30pm all of them went for DNT and i was left alone again..in e class...i was doing English TYS 2007 November de paper..quite hard..

Then went home..thats all for ytd..

Then today, the person did not come to sch..on MC..then lessons as per normal..PE quite fun, then MT relax, Chem also..then 5 periods Maths, Mr Lim teach Vectors..finally i got the hang of it hehe..

Then after sch, i stayed back for awhile to finish the vectors WS with carol and then went home..Did Household chores, brought the dog for a walk, then came home, bath and waited for jiale to come to my h at 5.45pm..we agreed to go for a 5km run..then he came and off we go running...i think after running half of it, he began to have blisters or leg pain, smth like that...then ask me to run first then i run liao, halfway stop at bus stop, did 20 push ups, sit ups and clunches..then complete the run..waited for him at the back gate and we walked to my hse..

He asked for 2 dollars to buy some drink and so i gave it to him lols..then just now did physic and now going to slp liao..tml is going to be very long day hahas..

Leaving Everything in God's Hands
God Bless;
Kenny

2009-08-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

Ytd woke up quite earlier and played dota..then after a few games of dota and it was 3++ and went for basketball at blk 8 with frens..then played til 9.. went to pack food and went home..reached home and took a bath and ate my nice mee goreng..after that played a game of dota and then went to watch tv..

Due to very tired, i watch till half then hungry again..went to eat the hor fun my bro brought..hehe..fattening..then watched tv and after that went to slp..then slpt till 3 plus, my father called me wake up to catch bed bugs??? then i woke up and i was damn tired and i went to slp my eldest bro's bed and my father ask me don slp there and then i woke up and then went to living room..

Then my eldest bro ask me to slp at second bro's room..then i wake up again and then went to slp at his room..then after that..my second bro came back then ask me slp on e floor..then i was like...aiya i go living room slp at sofa..ahaha..but my poor dad.. he went to slp in his car??felt sorry for hiim...

Then was woken up by a phone call..by heng yi..he wanted to come my hse to study and do hw..then i said okay..then i woke up and tidy up the place..set up table for him to do hw..then i went to played dota..after a while he came..then we went to do hw then after that finished..and we went dota again..

We met frens at 4.30pm to play basketball but then at 4.30pm, my mother ask me eat dinner then go down..then bo bian..i waited till 4.55pm then i faster eat...then 5.07pm i left hse..then reach blk 8 at abt 5.12pm..then after that today was damn sian..kept playing with the same ppl..no fun..i wan lots of ppl come then fun de lo...

Then went to eat again with jiayu and amelea, jiale,sean and heng yi..sia la..i keep eating..then now ppl say i got tummy liao..hais..maybe because always eat, play, slp..lols..hahas..

I think i am going to plan some activities liao hehe..

Friday- plan to go running
Saturday-do homework at home
Sunday-do homework and then play basketball ( For exercise)

Like that my weekend is full!!but still God come first..will still talk to him in my prayers hahas..then after that is studies...nid to spend more attention and seek help in subjects i not sure liao..i think i gonna stay back in sch to ask teachers for help liao..

Then chiong Studies till after 'O's...hope that it will pass by soon..think left 85 days or wat..its damn fast lo..One more last thing..i am going to spend less time on dota liao..cuz it really took up much of my time and i cannot focus..dunno wat can help to stop me from playing..maybe GOD and myself hahas..

Then going to take 'O' level MT results liao..i am still laughing down here..but i think actual day i will be quite scare..i am still not confident of my A..and also scare that if nvr get A, I cannot spend more time on other subjects and then i also scare then i will be laughed at others..But i am going to leave everything in God's Hands..whether i get A anot, i am sure that God has his reasons for doing so..POA still managing..Maths gonna achieve my A soon..left abit more..and Science i am going to find help liao..really cannot make it..

I think that maybe one to one teaching will be better bah..Simple dynamics i also dunno sia..this time siao liao..hehe..Tml i will be going round to ask teachers if they free to teach me or wat..i think i will be staying at sch till late liao..if not go home also slp..slp..slp..dota..dota..waste time...NO MORE TIME LIAO!!

I gonna wake up liao..but now..this might be the last day of "holidays" for me..going to start work liao..Work does not mean working but homework hahas..don misunderstand it hehe..since it is the last day of holiday, i will go and play one game of dota first before i start the work tml..hehe..

Ok i have shared quite alot today..So shall end here..

Leaving Everythings in God's Hands
God Bless;
Kenny

2009-07-31T21:38:00.001+08:00

Friday is the most relax day of the week..why?? Because first two periods were POA and then we had test..hahas..then after that recess and then 3 periods of DNT...which i don nid to go for lesson so i went to play basketball..then after that had two periods of english and Mdm tan went through the answes with us.. and Bell rang!!Time to go home lols..

Then went to eat with quite a big grp of ppl then headed home..

Something to comment abt one person..wonder how come is he like that? last time when we were quite close, normally if i ask him to take Bus home with me, he will say no..cuz he nid to walk a long route be4 he can reach his hse if he took bus..so i thought nvm..and then i accompanied him to take LRT..it was always like that..

Till he met another fren, who is his best fren now..this fren lets call him B..and the fren of mine named A.. B also took the same bus as me and then when A & B went home together, B asked A to take bus with him and his answer was "OKAY"???lols..then i was like..wat the.. always ask A to take us with me he duwan..then B ask him to take then he take..so like wat lo..then everyday like no hab B will die like that..

If B comes to sch, A will stick with him every moment..if B did not come to sch..A will look for other frens and its like only for a replacement and when B came back the next day, A will follow him back..i really dunno wat to say abt A..i just hope that he can habe his own decision and for wat keep following ppl behind their back..

B has a habit of swearing..and after A followed B, he also learnt swearing...and A is a christian somemore..he always says wanted to change but in e end? when ppl made him angry, he will swear..This is not becuz of God not helping him but it was he himself not wanting to help himself...

After knowing God, i cut down alot on my swearing..i will be very sensitive when ppl close to me keep saying "F***", "C*** B**" or other words..I also restrict god bro of mine to say vulgar cuz i dowan them to be like A..

A is always swearing like nobody business..he is like so called "Immune" to it already..really dunno wat to do..just hope that God will help him..but if he don help himself, i think thats not God's problem..

okok..enough of saying ppl ... By the way..i am not talking behind his back..i am just giving my comments..and i did not mention names here..so, i did not pin point anyone..if u think is u, then maybe is u or maybe not hahas..

I also hope that ppl who saw this post,(especially HX), will not reveal anything to the others..hahas..thanks..

Leaving Everything in God's Hands
God Bless;
Kenny

2009-07-30T20:47:00.001+08:00

Well, today's lessons passed by very quickly..but for others, i dunno hahas..then during MT, we did paper 2 and went through the answer and 2 periods just pass by like that..

Then 2 periods Geog..Test for 45 mins and 2 periods also pass by very quickly..then Maths also..damn fast sia..its just like a blink of eyes..during the second period of maths, Mrs Li (HOD of Maths) came in and listened to our lesson hahas..

Then after maths, it was Physics Act..but be4 that when i was the last to leave, Mr Lim said that he had something to say to me..finally the problem between us have been solved...he taught me new things which is the courage to say "Sorry","Thanks" and "Please"..After hearing wat he said..i think wat he says makes some sense..i got to learn how to say these 3 magic words hahas..

Then went for Physics lesson..then only understand abit wat Mr Koh teaching but luckily Carol came and teach me hahas..Then Mr Lim gave us 2008 Prelim paper to do for Maths..i had finish paper 1..going to do paper 2 tml..

Then went to bukit batok to take my pay with Jia Wei..we took 963 there and on e way, saw hong xun alone..thinking back..he is also quite lonely..he live so far and yet early morning had to come to sch alone and go home alone..felt pity for him..

Then reach Shop then Ezreen said the boss went to take money from Bank so we waited at shop..Took out my Prelim paper 1 to do and thats when i finish it..hahas..

Then after taking the money..we took 189 to west mall..i went in to use the toilet and then jia wei went to take MRT home..when i came out of west mall..i headed for the bus stop..which has the bus 985..then from 7.05pm, i waited for the bus..

5 Minutes pass...

10 minutes Pass..

15 minutes pass...

20 minutes pass...

I went fat-up and saw 187 then i saw tat it can reach phoenix lrt station so i decided to take it..then reach home at 7.45pm...zz..

Then went to harvest my crops and bath..then now going to play one game of dota first..then go see tv then go see..hahas..

Leaving Everything in God's Hands
God Bless;
Kenny

2009-07-29T19:29:00.000+08:00

Last post was 26 July, which is a Sunday...hahas..Now is wednesday..okok Briefly say abt wat did i do these past few days..Worked on Thursday, friday, sat and sunday...Earned 200++ Bucks..Quite happy..cuz quite relax..hahas..but something bothering my mind is that i have no been going to church for quite a long time..my heart for GOD was becoming lesser and lesser..hope that Lord will forgive me..

I dunno why but i just don feel like going for follow up and going for service..Hope that God will tell me wat to do..

This week is week 5..Prelim is on week 9..it seems quite far but actually very near..but i haben got prepared cuz my sci i think i cannot make it..Gonna do something abt it..Maths quite ok, POA also, MT guess wont be sitting for it cuz MT sure A1 hahas...must have confidence hahas..English.. Scared of Paper 1 only cuz my writing not good..

Hope that i could find a fren to stay back in sch everyday with me to study or to do hw..Wonder when then can find such fren..

During Recess, i was staying in class alone to do Hw , after that it was DNT..i also stayed in class..with 3 other guys who dropped DNT too..but we did not talk to each other cuz nth to talk..lols..then after school, i was even the last to leave the classroom..

Nvm..i noe that as long as i did my best..my efforts will not be wasted..

FROM NOW ON, REGARDLESS OF WAT TESTS OR EXAMS, I WILL BOUND TO DO MY BEST, NTH ELSE..

Not going to stay at sch to waste time or rather stay at sch to do hw or go home take a rest then do hw..

I noe that God will be with me throughout the whole journey..

I think that on every saturday, instead of spending the time slping, i think i will be going to work..for some quick cash..if not go slp also waste time..but i wont wan to wake up so early to do hw..so i rather go work and study on weekdays and sunday(If God's willing)

I believe that i can make it one..Prelim targets will be uploaded soon...

OK..i think i will stop here..

Leaving Everything in God's Hands
God Bless;
Kenny

2009-07-26T07:04:00.001+08:00

Just woke up and bath..Waiting for Hao Ming to shit finish then we go shop liao..work again..habe been working for the past few days..hiong rite..hahas..then ltr going for 2 house functions then after that at Asian Museum ciilisation..then after that dunno wats going happen hahas..just hope that every thing goes on smoothly..hahas

Leaving Everything in God's Hands
God Bless;
Kenny

Saturday

Woke up at 6.30am..called ezreen and met him at lan shop near ten mile...sat his motor and off we go to shop, sia la..i first time sit motor seh..quite fun actually hahas..

Then reached shop and did all e things then this stupid cho so late then come..lols..

Went to St. teresa church to sit up buffet line for a wedding..and after that pack up and went back to shop unpack and then help to organise the shop...do until hand cramp ..lols..

Then sat taxi home and did the household chores, ate, watch tv and fell asleep...

God Bless;

Friday

Went to sch without breakfast cause it rained in e morning so i decided to slp at home hahas..Then went to sch alone and started the day off with POA...Given a poa test that i flung it..hahas..i forgot the formula..hahas..

Then recess...went to see ppl play basketball, then after recess, 3 periods DNT, my turn to play basketball ahahas..played ith Vincent, Kelvin, Heng yi and gang..then after that go back class, then played chinese chess..
After that Mdm tan period...We did comprehension...then after that temperature taking..something not good happened, don wish to elaborate and after that went to eat then went home and change and headed for tampines..

I went there to work..with jia wei..but then reached there liao the Guards don let jia wei in..cuz he nvr bring IC..then he underage..lols..suay...then work till very headache cuz the place very noisy, i hated noisy places..then went back to shop, unpack till halfway, other vehicle came back..then i was already wan to die liao...hahas..

Then today nvr saw sean and got to know that he was sick, MC for 7 days..Will pray for him..
God Bless...

2009-07-21T20:16:00.002+08:00

Today started the day off with a lousy breakfast..meaning..the stall i wanted to eat did not open..then i ate the Jing Ji bee hoon..then cannot finish...lols

Then we had PE as first two periods then during PE i played basketball with Hong Xun and Dom..then after that recess...played basketball again...

Then MT two periods..helped Hong Xun with his poem abt Racial harmony day..Btw today is Racial Harmony Day..hahas..then Chem, went to lab..a bad thing happened...while jiale was heating the solution, and i was taking some solution and his solution was facing in my direction, his solution so called "Exploded" then inside the solution flew out and kena my neck and shirt...wth..so pain lo...luckily nvr kena face or wat...Thank God for that..

Got my PUP booklet today..starting tml..then after that Maths was kinda boring..cuz he taught similarity and congruency and i dun really noe how to do...cuz its kinda complicated..hais...going find a time to ask him privately..

Then after school, we had our cheer competition,quite fun..hahas,then after that, walked to LRT with carol...

This few days was always walking home with carol..maybe cuz i no frens mah...hahas..tml Half day for sch only..Yeah..Good for sec 1,2,3 but bad for sec 4 and 5.. Cuz we are having our GCE 'O' Level chinese listening Comprehension..God Bless all of us..hahas..

Then came back home, iron clothes and used computer..played dota and farmville..and now blogging..now going to dota again..ending here..

Leaving Everything in God's Hands
God Bless;
Kenny

2009-07-20T20:24:00.002+08:00

Ytd went to church for Precept upon Precept (PUP) lesson..In case u dun noe, its a lesson to teach us how to study bible in an inductive way...which is to understand the meaning of the words of God..

Then after that went to play basketball at blk 8..quite fun..and nearly got into a fight but thank God nth happen...

One more thing to thank God..is that Ms ivy had forgiven me..she talked to me last week...hahas..now, i will try not to go irritate her liao hahas...

Today lessons as usual..got full marks for POA test , and got 18 marks for both listening comprehension..This Wed is the GCE 'O level Listening comprehension liao..hereby wish everyone taking it GOOD LUCK and to myself also..hahas..

Went home after sch and slept..i woke up becuz the dog was biting me...lols..he released himself and come bite me while i was slping lols...

Then after that played dota..wanted to play with richie de but then no mood hahas..maybe next time bah..hahas..now going to watch tv liao..
Ending here..

Leaving Everything In God's Hands
God Bless;
Kenny

2009-07-18T17:02:00.002+08:00

Ytd was feeling better so i woke up earlier and went to school..Cause on thursday, i missed 1 period of POA and 1 period of EL alrdy..if fri don go that means i will miss 3 periods o POA and 3 periods of EL...To continue to strive for my A in POA so i went to school...hahas

After sch, went to eat at 163 then went home...Changed and went off to meet Hao Ming and Jia wei..Off we go to Lot one Interchange...i bought a chicken & ham pie at there which costs only $1..hahas..then after we eat.. we went to meet jiale, Theng tat, Yuan Jun, Cheryl, syabil and carol...then we went to Tampines Mall to work...

When we reached...all of us were told to get changed except for me and haoming and jiale..We and some other ppl were the ICs for the day...we were food runner which is to replenish food only..but also serve some drinks clear plates,etc...

After everything, pack up and went back to shop, at bukit batok...then unpack and went home...

When i reached home, i bath and wanted to cook maggie to eat..but my bro finish all the mee goreng liao..so i asked my mother who is still outside...to buy food come back...she reach home at about 3 plus..then after i ate, i went to slp..very tired..

Then this morning, woke up, was feeling even better, except for some cough, Saw Jarod,(Campus Superstar Champion), online and chat with him then played dota for a while and went to eat, after that went to slp again till 4 plus...really too tired..then woke up..fold clothes...iron my bro's uniform and here i am blogging..hahas..thats all abt it for today...

Leaving Everythings in God's Hands
God Bless;
Kenny

2009-07-16T09:58:00.016+08:00

Me with the mask

Ytd met Richie but he was late so we didnt went for breakfast, but we still went to 163 to buy milo and walk back to sch..But on e way, it suddenly rain..then we had no choice but to run in the rain..

Now i noe why ppl always say walk in the rain will make u sick..lols..During the Second temperature taking, which is at 12 o clock, my temperature was 37.8 degrees...Teacher asked me to wear a mask!!! and sent me down to the general office..i was told to stay at the sick bay and i saw Xue qi alone sitting inside.. Her temp. was 37.6...the Clerk in the office said she will come back to check on our temp. after 10 mins..to see whether the temp.has gone down...if it has, we can go back to class...

10 mins ltr...

She came in and we took our temp..xue qi temp. was 37.6 degree using her own thermometer..and mine was 38 degree using my own thermometer...then the clerk went to the offfice and took the sch thermometer..the point at head one...she took Xue qi's temp first and it was 36+ then she can go back to class...then she took mine...38.5!!!! LOLS..i was stunned..so high?? first time sia...

Then called my father and did all the adminstration stuffs and i left the sch earlier...wanted to go and see doctor but the clinic i used to go was not opened...then i wanted to go the clinic under my blk .. WA.. just nice... also nvr open.. then i waited till 7 o clock then go down again...the doctor took my temp. thrice...

First time is the put inside ear one..Right ear, 39.9 degrees, left ear, 39.8 degrees.. then last one is point at forehead one...38.9 degree... very high sia...then lucky no H1N1..

Then i wanted to slp also cannot sia..it was hot , then cold, then hot...then i had to go toilet alot of times...one of the times i even vomited...

Then finally i waited till 1 o clock..i went to take my medication and i went to my bed and slept..finally i sleptt till morning...Thank God..

Erm...ytd while i was in sick bay, i saw Ms ivy, she came into the sick bay and ask Xue qi how she was and she left...It seems that she is still angry with me...

This morning i stayed at home rest and was recovering quite fast maybe i was strong bah hahas...got 2 days of MC...ltr i think i will be going to do some TYS for maths...cuz at home very boring ...

Okays...i shall end here...and go do my maths liao..

Leaving everything in God's Hands
God Bless;
Kenny

2009-07-14T17:11:00.002+08:00

Today morning met Richie and went to eat @ 163 together...today i was late..we take turns to late hahas..

Then after eating, i was planning to go the staff room find Ms Ivy but on e way to sch, Mr lim and her were walking to 163 to buy things..then Mr Lim kept looking at me and Ms Ivy gave an angry face..probably still angry with wat happened ytd bah..But i can do nth but pray that she will forgive me..

So the storybook was unable to return to her till Lunch time..i decide to go and look for her again..but she wasnt around, so i ask Mr Chua to put on her table..Hope that she wont be so angry when she sees the book..

Lessons were as usual and today, i spoke less in Mr Lim lessons cuz duwan to irritate ppl .. ltr he angry again..zz..

Then P.E...was quite boring .. played Captain ball...Btw ytd i mentioned that i made Mr Lim angry and i asked him a maths question ytd, he said he nid to think and cant give me an answer..so i thought that he only need to think for awhile only..then bell rang..he left the class..so my mind was.."Was he angry with me?"

I got the answer today...it was NO...he came and tell me that the answer behind was wrong..hahas..Glad that he still remembers me..hahas..Thank God for that..

Today Physics & Chem lesson passed by very quickly..i learnt how to do titration..and physic, i have a better concept on Lights..

Mother Tongue lesson, we did Listening comprehension for Prelim 2009...guess it will be okay..hehe

After 4 periods of maths, waited for Sandra and i walked with her to 163 and then she bought Teh and went back to sch to do D&T, as for me, i went home alone lo..

Reached home and was waitin for her msg..and she finally msg me after not msging me for the past one day??lols

Now Msging her and blogging lo..maybe i shall end here..to be continued..hehe :)

Leaving Everything in God's Hands
God Bless;
Kenny

2009-07-13T23:03:00.002+08:00

First post after renovation!!

Suddenu urge to revive my blog after decision.. A few reasons, first, i feel that i can post whatever i am not happy with or things i don like in my blog..so i decided to private it and write out all my problems..

Days to 'O' levels are getting nearer and nearer... But i am still afraid that i might not make it...But i am sure everything is going to be all right with the Presence of God..HEHE..

Today, my house was in a chaotic state...Guess why??

This dog, brought home by my bro, about half a yr ago, dunno how come he suddenly freed himself and walk around my hse like his hse like that lols..then he bite watever he can..the bed was bitten until cannot use anymore..power rite??

Immediately after sch, i received a call from my mother..she said, the dog was walking in the living like king like that..cuz my mother was afraid of dogs ... i was thinking of staying at sch to do Maths TYS de but no choice, i got to rush home and tie the dog up..

The first thing i reached home was to see that my founders' Man badge on the table..then i quickly go see if got crack or anything..Lucky don hab..hahas Thank God for that..

Then went into my room and saw shit all over the places..then i had to clean it up, then after that my mother wanted to mop the floor and she couldn't find the mop, guess wher it is? it dropped downstairs...stucked at a place wher it cannot be retrieve..hahas..

Then i was laughing away..thinking, today wasn't a good day for all of us..cuz i was scolded by Ms Ivy for interrupting her lessons, Sorry abt that..and By Mr Lim..

At times, i really felt that i had no one to turn to whenever i am in trouble...and sometimes i had no friends to be with..eg. lets take today as an example.. Even my mother did not call me home, i will still be alone at sch, cuz all other friends will be at D&T lessons and me? i have dropped..

So frequently, i will be alone..if not with zi bin..sometimes, i feel that Zi Bin is my only fren..ahahs.. But whenever i am down, i will think of God. i always believe that he is always with me, so i always told myself that God did all these things for a purpose, maybe he is testing me only..?? But i realised that my relationship with HIM is getting further..i spent lesser time going to church.. lesser time to worship him..So sorry..

'O' Levels is around the corner as mentioned but my science still cannot make it..hope that some one can help me with it..Maths, i am still struggling with my distinction..i realised all the tests that i did not get full marks are becuz of careless mistakes..i will try to minimise it hahas..

POA, still can bah..MT Listening comprehension , 22 july..which is next week..will try my best to score full marks for it..Comb.Hum. Geog still can..S.S..must memorise..but hard..

Now is quite late already..was planning to slp soon but i think i going wait for 2359 to be the last one to wish happy birthday to Sandra..hahas..but hereby i shall wish her too..

Happy Birthday Sandra!!!

All the best,
God bless;
Kenny

2009-03-17T15:02:00.002+08:00

Back from camp finally...Ytd alrdy come back le but then came back unpack then bath and slept...till 9 pm..woke up had dinner...and watched tv for a while then msg ppl till 12 then sleep again...

The Camp for LDC was rather slack??i think the recruits are very good le at least they dont call us by name like the sec2 and sec 3 now..they address us by our rank then follow by our name..eg.. Sgt Kenny..hehe..

Then the camp was quite smoothly done except some things we left out in e pack list that cost some probs..

Then the 2nd last day of the camp i slept in e canteen with aaron, park yong and alvin..park yong was sleeping in sleeping bag..then aaron had a jacket but alvin and me nth...so once i was so cold that i woke up but no choice i went back sleep again..the second time i woke up, i saw alvin also woke up so i told him..why not we go inside bb room see wat can be used to cover ourselves..but when we went in, no one was in the bb room..so we decided to slp inside..lols

Then last day was area cleaning..led by sergeants...then after that recruits had their target test...i was quite worried for one of the boy...i saw his vesper and table grace..like cannot make it..wonder wat will happen if fail...

Then today went to sch at 8.30am then had our rehersal for speech day then 11am i went back to class...for Chemistry lesson till 12pm..then went to lab to have our practical...then 1pm we were dismissed..

Then went to plaza with aaron..met park yong and went to eat..then after bought some miscelleances thingy and went back home...

On e way saw carol and yuan jun so went to took the same lrt with carol cuz yuan jun was going different way lols...

Thats all for today..

Signing Off
Xiao Hei Zhu

2009-03-12T22:09:00.002+08:00

Last few days were Motivational workshop so called "Project Super Acheiver"..It teaches us quite a few things..From this..i noe that i am S personality..which includes shy??lols

Then i am a left brained!!someone to do with logic de..and i am fuel which means learns things not fast not slow...that type de..then i am an audio learner..which means cannot study if its too noisy..

Today normal lesson...4 periods maths..2 periods chemistry, 2 periods EL..suppose to have 4 periods of POA but no ACT cuz teacher angry...the whole class , alot ppl nvr do her work..then i also forget to do..lucky nvr scold me..then while she scolding , i at there doing..then finally do finish..then she still there scolding...lols..then she like very angry lo..then i very not happy leh..cuz nvr got the best of Principle of Accounts...Arghhh...sian lo...

Tml will be having camp le till mon..so will not post till then...

Signing off
Xiao Hei Zhu

2009-03-08T23:30:00.002+08:00

Today's YM was talking abt U have to HATE!!!Fierce rite??

But isnt the bible teach us not to hate??If u wan to noe more come find me and ask and we can chat and talk talk ...

Then after that i went to Lot 1 and at the pasar malam there saw one spec which look quite nice and suits me...i look like a gentlemen while wearing it..hahas...

Think i going to buy that @ onli $10 lols..Then next week will be Recruitment camp le...fast yea??It will start on fri and end on mon...quite tiring...

So tml will be having motivational workshop.. hope that it will not be so boring...hope that it will be fun..

Then we end only at 3.30pm but sec 3 express end at 1.30pm and academic ends at 1pm...not FAIR!! Arghhhhhhh.....

Shall end here...

Signing Off
Xiao Hei Zhu

2009-03-07T00:40:00.003+08:00

Dead Dog Decomposing

Ytd was a very very rush day for me...

First was 6.40am woke up then got everything ready then went to school...then met aaron at phoenix...then went to sch...then reach sch, lessons as usual...

Btw my maths overall got 76...A1 sia..hahas...

Then after school..went home along to change to sports attire to get ready fo recee...then i was in a rush then forgot t bring along consent form..lucky tml then nid hand in..lol...then met aaron again at BPP to have lunch... After which, we went to buy some first aid kit thingy and the aaron went to buy a face cream = $60+??He say take it as a present for himself lols...Abit sot...

Then went back to school..a quick briefin and off we go to Jalan Bahtara...then started walking...On e way we saw a dead dog...decomposing sia..so disgusting....then we were like..how come the dog is here??

Then cont the journey till the kranji dam and then took bus to war memorial...then after that..to save time, we took bus again back to fajar...then accompany Jun Chang to get his bag and then i rushed to 163 and had a quck dinner then walk with ting ting to church to have our E&D meeting...then when we reached there then nobody was there..then everything ended at abt 8.45pm...then took bus again to Teck Whye Mac find Ms low to teach me chemistry...

Then after that went to eat supper?? with Hao ming and aaron and Sandra..then we like crazy de..accompany Sandra took 307 and go for a round..lols..reach home at 12 plus..now going to polish my belt le..Cuz tml got parade and nid go slp..

God Bless

Signing Off
Xiao Hei Zhu

2009-03-05T16:52:00.003+08:00

Today alot of ppl might feel that i am very emo in class but why??

There are a few reasons...

First, Aaron told the whole class who i like...then now even Mr Lim know abt it...then Mr Lim even says its my one side love..then i was like...wat the...hais...

Then i think last week, Jiale went to tell Dickson me and her...then now dickson keep making fun of her..then now even Sir Thian yang noes...

Hais..i think next time have any secrets cannot tell anyone le...

Next is Mr Lim again...We came to school to study but then whenever i tell him i dunno how to do certain questions then he say " Don't Do Lor" ... i hate all teachers telling me that...then for wat i come to school? last time is Mr Koh..Now is Mr Lim.. He even added say Bye Bye to ur distinction...Dont i wan to get an A also??is i really dunno wat to do wat...

Then ytd went to hospital to visit my grandmother... she is quite sick..i hope that she can recover asap...then i went home at 1 plus...slept at 2++....woke up at 6.30am..went to school..tried to maintain not to slp..but during the last 2 periods, i slept...i really cannot tahan le then somemore Mr Lim lesson...sometimes he is good..but sometimes i really dislike him...hais...wat to do?

Later still nid go to Aaron's hse to help him in his studies...too busy and too stress that my pimples are coming out soon..

Think i might wan to change my blogskin..its so dull...

Signing off
Xiao Hei Zhu

2009-03-03T22:45:00.003+08:00

Finally after 8 months of not talking to each other...we finally talked to each other...as in msn...
I feel that Kenny Koh had changed..From a miser and selfish guy he actually learn how to forgive and forget...hahahas...this is not praising myself but the truth...

Maybe thats how GOD works...Thank GOD...hahas...Today i got back my physic CA1..i actually passed and i got a c5...hahas...GOD bless..but then my chem also failed..but wat to do? i think that GOD has a reason for doing that...just that the time for me to know is not ripe..lols...

Then i also would like to pray and hoe that GOD will keep my grandmother healthy as she is sick now ... Our whole family are so worried...although i am not there with her but i will still pray for here...i wan to let her noe although i am not beside her, but i still care for her...hope that u all will pray for my grandmother too..

Lastly, I am late for sch today but wet weather so don nid run...but one more time i am late i nid to go for detention alrdy cuz the next time will be my sixth time...lols..hope that Lord will help me...so as not to oversleep...

One more thing is that i hope that Tom and my relationship will maintain throughout our whole life...As there is no life long enemy...

GOD Bless
Signing Off
Xiao Hei Zhu

2009-03-01T23:05:00.003+08:00

Today went to church for lunch and YM...

During the Lunch i was busy finding Sir Thian Yang cuz he says he wanted to send me the bible thing..After asking alot of ppl then i msged him..he said he is not in church ...i was like kena put aeroplane...lols

Then YM today was okay okay...Uncle Beng was the speaker...then he said abt the old man...its the past nature of us...it died the day when Together with Jesus when he died 200 years back...lols shall not elaborate more..Next week is on Reborn again...

Today Martyn suddenly mentioned abt Tom's blog...then i was wondering how he managed to get inside cuz last time he made it private so no one can go in...then now he didnt and so, i went in to have a look...

I went back to 2008 June searching wat he wrote after the incident...I read all e way till this year Feb last post..then i realised that a few posts were abt me...saying that i have hurt him..and he actually wanted to quit or shall i say take a break from BB...

If last time i knew abt it, i would have said Yes!! Tom quit...but now after i got to learn GOD, i felt that did i really do wrong...and i also found out that he actually forgiven me abt wat i wrote abt him...

Last week' YM, Sir kelvin suddeny talked abt Forgive & Forget...he mentioned something abt BB and i realised that all e while he was always looking at me.. i tink that he might be hinting me to forgive tom and forget abt the incident.. or should i say that its GOD's plan??

Today i think i am not angry with him anymore..and thinking back, i was in the wrong too and even wrong comments that hurt ppl...i believed that GOD doesnt cre8 ppl to do that...

I think i should forgive him...and do wats he has mention "Hua Pei Fen Wei Li Liang"... Lets be frens back??Or should i say reconcile??Ur junior Mr Koo Jia Wei had been bugging me to forgive and forget...If U manage to see this post...I am glad but if u didnt...hope that GOD will try ways to et u know abt it...

LAstlly i would like to THANK John...he taught me how to PRAY and pray the GOD that he hopes that GOD will teach me how to Pray...Thanks John!!!

I will be giving thanks for next week's lunch...HOW???

GOD Bless
Signing Off
Xiao Hei Zhu

2009-02-28T17:39:00.003+08:00

I am here on behalf on Kenny, he is dead....

No la..jkjk...hahas...why i say i am dead???cuz i disappeared for such a long time and nvr upate thats why ppl stilll tought that i am still CNY..hahas..its because of my Common Test and my com was taken for reformatting so nvr update lor...

But thats good especially its on the few days tat i am having my Common test so that i can concentrate...hais..But in e end my maths did not get wat i targetted...i aim fo 40 marks or should i say A1..but 8 marks of careless mistakes made everything impossible...lols

Then Chemistry i knew that i cannot make it de..going to find teachers to help it before my O's....then physic still got a bit don understand cuz the teacher just don wan to tell us how to do..then i very blur then the snow ball become bigger and bigger...lols...it means if u have something u do not know and u don ask and there will be more things that u don noe thats why ur snow ball will get bigger and bigger...

One more reason why i say that i am dead...no la should say reborn cuz i began to felt that Christ is slowly comin my life..and i also accepted Christ but then now is my family le...hais...dunno wat to do...

Next, today is Muster Parade...my Hair PASSED...lucky i nvr give my rank to Yao Wei if not next week then can take back,...lol..then drill down..i got no.4...lols..then Di jing is once again the Best Driller...

Last year there was suppose to be a drilldown among the best driller of each month de but didnt held it..dunno why but i am going to hold it during the E&D, cuz i am one of the committee..i am going to suggest it to the officers and see how they think abt it...lols...

Ok, thats all for today, btw i changed my blog song...Cute rite?hahas..

Signing Off
Xiao Hei Zhu

2009-02-07T15:15:00.002+08:00

The C.O.S today is ME...hahas..get to wear the red sash hahas...so happy cuz not many ppl can wear it unless they C.O.S...eveything went quite well and during C.E...we were talking to Mr Wong..

He taught us during sec 1 and now we are sec 4 gradutaing soon..time really flies...and after that we had a lollipop by Mr wong...one eachh but at the end of the parade i forgotten to pass it to the company..lols..

Try to give them next week...lols..Then the release of FAA result...shall not elaborate more..if u wan to noe...solve this> Expect the Unexpected...

Lol..look chim...then we had drill and then games..and end of parade..

We went to 163 and eat after that accompany Di jing to go Plaza return books..Jiale not with us cuz the GB is having drill camp..he is taying to help out..

Then now i at home goig to slp soon..hahas..

Signing off
Xiao Hei Zhu

2009-02-05T18:50:00.002+08:00

Finally i am officially off from Design and technology...Cuz if don drop i noe i also wont score well de..so better don waste time rite?

today lessons, 5periods maths...so shiok..time flies...then 2 periods DNT but dunid go..so good..but i am going to use this time to study from next week onwards..hahas..

then some of the ppl drop POA..then only me and helmy dropped DNt..hahas..

Then today POA lessons quite fun we all sat in 2 rows...from one end to another..so funny lor...first time like that..then Mrs Goh started a new topic le.."Almagamation" CHIM rite??hahas

bet u all dunno de..if u wan to noe..take POA lor...hahas

then today is the 2 days aaron went to Shang Hai..hope that everything goes well for him and GOD bless..

Signing off
Xiao Hei Zhu

2009-01-31T23:38:00.002+08:00

This year CNY is like a boring year..Maybe cause of financial crisis??Not much Ang Paos..

Less Ang Paos = Less money..lols..As usual..Eve of CNY we had our reunion Dinner..ate steamboat..then i went to my cousin hse...stay till 3++ then came home...slept and then its the first day of CNY..

As usual, we went to our grand ma's hse..when we reached, ppl were all there alrdy...thats rare cuz every year we are the first one to reach...

Not much ang paos collected..sian lor..then gambling..LOST!!! hais...

Actually not much to post liao lor.. For all of ur info, I have requested to drop the subject DNT..But not officially drop...

Then as for POA, wanted to ask Mrs Goh for the final acc with adjustment but she always not free...I wan get A de hor...lols..then maths also wan get A...and lastly Chinese must also get A...hahas..3As then worse to worst, EL got c6 or C5 then Combined Humanities get B3...then total..11...hahas..hope to get that..

From today onwards..i have to work towards my goal..

Signing off
Little Black BaBi

2009-01-24T00:10:00.002+08:00

My First Converse Shoes - $50.95

Flesh Imp Belt - $15 but got is cheaper cuz discount..

Flesh Imp Lanyard - $13 but got voucher and discount

Shirts From Flesh Imp - $35 but got discount

Hey all, Happy New Year..Today went to school late...Thought i was going to run 2 rounds but they say run 4 Rounds..so run lo...then went back class..teacher nvr come...so free period..then P.E...i lazy to change to P.E so nvr change..then were asked to run outside sch..but me and some girls dowan run..so we walked.then we took shortcut..but kena caught..so Mr Kelvin ask us to run 5 rounds..but in e end run 3 rounds then stopped le...lols

Then we had the CNY celebrations...SO boring de lor this yr...lols..then after that went to meet Kai ming and all go bugis..but i was in my school uniform??so i went to change to my PE shirt...then took bus and off we go to Bugis..Reach le then we went to buy shirt, shorts and shoes...Oh..i still got buy one bermudas forget take photo..lols..forgot abt it lol...

Then bought my first converse shoes in life..which cost 59 at first but got 15% discount...so 50 dollars only..then overall spent abt 100 plus??lols siao liao...

Hahas..Now is after 12 le..so tml is New yr eve le..Eat reunion dinner le...lols..

Signing off

Xiao Hei Zhu

2009-01-19T22:09:00.003+08:00

Long time no post le???too lazy la...hahas...Today is the most pai seh day...WHy?

My pants TORE!!!but lucky is after schooll...so i went home after that and go to market and get someone sew..if not wednesday i no pants wear...then no nid go sch le...

New Year is round the corner...Ang Paos Are coming soon...Its time to gamble..!!hahas jkjk...but i think this yr de ang pao de money sure very less de...cuz wat financial crisis..wa lau...idiot one lor..

'O' Level coming soon...it seems like still got a long time but after a while u see, finish liao...I wan go Hotel Management..ppl say its good..but i dunno wat its abt...any one can tell me??

If i cannot get in, i wan go study LAW...see who dare bully me the person DIE ar..hahas.jkjk...if i successfully studied law, i wan to open a law firm...help those good ppl sue those bad ppl..hahas..but scare its difficult..cuz nid memorise alot of things...

Hais..still dunno wat to choose...This is my target..English must at least get C6..at least only..then Maths, Chinese and POA must get A1...POA is abit hard cuz a few things i dunno..Lastly, its either Combined humanities or science..science might be difficult..cuz sec 3 i all also dunno...then humanities..must try hard bah...lols..then total hope get 12...God bless bah..

Nth much to say le..

Signing off
Xiao Hei Zhu

2009-01-12T20:46:00.003+08:00

Me and my Wife ( Gowri)

Today is the BB day...I was the flag barrier..pulling the school flag..hahas.with alvin..he is pulling the national flag..Why? cuz he higher rank than me lor..then we got the one sound..hahas..so happy hahas..lucky nvr xia suay...

Then after that..the DM and principle talk so long and some of the boys couldnt take it anymore and fall oout...luckly i dun hab any prob..i was tremblin lor...hahas..

Then after falling out, Mr Isman caught some of the Boys hair..too long and rank confiscated for a month..supposingly to be 3 months but becuz of yao wei..he cut his hair and make Isman happy so he decided to confiscate only for 1 month...my hair was not Caught haha..

Then CCA orientation which is on Fri went on quite smoothly..some of the parents came to ask abt the BB abt some stuff..just hope that more boys join this yr..Why? cuz i am in the recruitment camp committee...if no ppl join then the camp no fun..ahahs

Then Sat, we had parade..but we had NCO council meeting for all sec 4 and 5..talking abt O lvls and FAA thingy..hahas..then after that we had meeting abt the camp..not much was done..so kena pump by Wei Zen...

Then we had Brisk walk after that...And i took a pic with my "wife"...Which is the pic shown above..hahas..his father is M T Nathan hor..don play play..hahas..

okok i have written quite alot..Oh ya today is the release of O lvl Result..for those who did well..congrats..and for those who did not quite well..don give up..try harder...but i hope that i will score well...GOD Bless..

Signing off

Xiao Hei Zhu

2009-01-02T22:06:00.003+08:00

Log cakes

Hey guys, i am back..finally..a new year begins..according to the financial situation now..this year is suppose to be a difficult year..so guess every had to buck up..

The above pictures are taken during christmas season..among the 2 log cake i only ate one slice of one of the log cake..sad rite??hahas

Then New yr eve..wheree am i??suppose to go to sakura and eat..then calling up ppl see they rdy..then after that took cab to there but then no placce???huh...wa lau..then went to one of the kopitiam eat..sian lor..then suppose to go vivo then after countdown go one of the frens hse to play mahjong but that guy nvr ans call the WHOLE Day..saying he was slping??

Then in e end nvr go vivo..stayed at home and play mahjong with Frens..but be4 that we went to take a bus..we were chasing for that bus but i fell for stairs and hit my back..lucky a small fall one..ahahs..

Then tml havin parades..think shld be planning camps..then after that go work...nvr work for so many days suddenly been called up to work..lols..somemore one ppl..alone..!!!..

So ya..thats all..Wish u guys a happy 2009..

Signing off

Xiao Hei Zhu

2008-12-25T19:51:00.002+08:00

Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle all the way...

Merry Christmas everyone...hohoho...but no presents hahas...spent my christmas eve with jiale, haoming, kaiming, cai ling and jia yu..we went all the way to cineplex just to watch a movie??hahas...we went them damn early..ate our dinner which is not so "delicious" and off we go to walk around see wat we can do.. to kill time and wait for the time to watch movie..

So we decided to sit outside the theatre and play poker..haoming and jiale went down to buy cards and also starbucks...the card guess how much??$5.70??? got gold??lols

Then we play play play suddenly its 12am..so i started to send msg to ppl but cannot send out??think the phone or the connection prob bah..then continue to play till 1.30am?? then bought food and stuffs and off we went in to watch the movie...The cai ling was like crazy??throwing the popcorn at other ppl who is sitting below us??LOLS

Then after the movie..i rushed for toilet..oh ya btw we watched the bedtime stories..then after that its 3am plus..everywher was closed and no bus..no NR3..so we found a place at SMU and sat there to play cards again till the first bus came?? we were like crazy..then bus came and after we went up, my bladder was going to burst but it didnt...hahas..then was damn cold lor..and ride was long and bumpy...
..from 10 ++ slept till 3.30pm..like that only??lols

finally reached my stop...and went home to pee and after that play dota..think abt 2 games and went to slp.

Now going to buy dinner..damn hungry..haven eaten for the whole day..

Signing off
Xiao Hei Zhu

2008-12-24T00:31:00.002+08:00

Went to Mr kelvin's hse for the my Hope Singapore show...he is quite a good host hahas..and one more thing..the show is quite nice or how shld i say it??

Its a good way to tell ppl how good is GOD, wat god can do for us..I wanted to be a christian but while i was praying, i was thinking abt my mum and dad..and i dunno wat to do..

Shall not talk abt that..we had games and dinner there...the food nt bad..and we had Log cake??
Anyone noes why we shld eat log cake during christmas??Leave ur ans in the chatbox.

Then this coming fri we are having BBQ for bb boys only..go there eat till siao...hahas..thengoing to spend the night there..

One last thing to sign off..next week starting school le..so fast ar..time flies..then study time and last yr in bb next yr and last yr in sch hahas..but now still not enough money to buy the things i wan hahas..

Signing off
Xiao Hei Zhu

2008-12-20T22:51:00.002+08:00

okok a quick update if not ppl will start my blog is dying...

Damn busy the last few wseeks...with my SGB with the company and FAA duty..SO boring lor..its like the management is not well done then cause alot of prob..HQ says anything dunno call HQ..sometimes u call back, they also dunnoo hahhas...

Then ytd was busy polishing and ironing my uniform, then suddenly i saw a hole there..then i was like ... Hais...so how??start to call around and borrow uniform..think i have to get my uniform asap..then today FAA assessment. Should i say its easy or its only the start..i only afraid of the CPR and the speech only..maybe i spoke too fast...then as for drill, done it quite well, why is this so? cuz we are the champs hahas jkjk...be4 we reach the place, Park Yong told us we are not there to pass but there to impress hahas...

Then during the uniform inspection i nearly fail cuz of hair..luckily i cut it last min ahahas..HENG!! Then had a debrief ad sign out..took MRT back to CCK then took LRT and on e way saw shiting. she going to phoenix station i also going there as well...hahas..

Then rushed home and changed and chiong down to LRT wait for xin jie, and off we go the church for the centurion. quite nice..hahas..

Thats for today..gtg MERRY CHRISTMAS!! hahahas

Signing off
Xiao Hei Zhu

2008-12-04T16:21:00.002+08:00

Hey hey hey...

Bought my phone ytd..wan to noe wat phone??? its Samsung F480..go check it out on internet hahas..

Looking out for 8gb memory card..any offer??

Then went to work after that..i thought was very relax, in e end i was damn giddy and vomitted 3 times??maybe there too dark then i still nid turn here and there hais...

Then after that went home start to try out my phone..nt bad la..now saving up for the bills..will not exceed the bill hahas..

tml nid go work but at 1.00pm..sian..cannot earlier meh?? wth..no money ar!!

Nid buy alot of things.. now going fren hse play mahjong le..byes

Signing off
Xiao Hei Zhu

2008-12-02T23:17:00.002+08:00

Long time no post le yeah??

Very sian ar..cuz promotion that time i only got sergeant..hais..so sad lor..then now i told Sir thian yang i nt going for aq training anymore..cuz i wan to work..and the 5km run i was like half dead??

Hais so xia suay lor..Want to buy a new hp..Samsung F480..dunno gd mah leh..pls give some comments..and finally i gt enough money le..then go there hor..he say left pink color..asked alot of other places also same..

Then these few days working again..hope earn more more money hahas..

Heard that recruitment camp, i am the only NCO handling..which i think is good la..cuz alot of ppl will make things messy..i actually wanna take LDC or Sergeant de..but the sergeant camp de primer is....then dunwan..then LDC staff and above..i was like wth??

oh ya..something to share abt..one of the days i went to lot 1, i saw this child, abt 3-5 yrs old??crawling on the floor of the shopping mall somemore in the middle sio..hahas..then nvm...i go down basement 1 then ltr come back..saw him again..guess wat he do???he was taking down his shorts.up down up down..lols lor..hahas

Aiya nth to post le..

Signing off
Xiao Hei Zhu

2008-11-26T21:29:00.002+08:00

Just came back Mega camp..

Fell asleep straight once reach home..And i found out tat i lost my keys..hais..dunno where i put le..the most memorable thing is my OBS keychain..hais..

The first day we did some ice breakers with our own grp..i am the leader of grp 3..we played some games..then after that attended a transformational leadership talk by Mr Eric Wong. He is quite an inspiring guy..hahas..Then we had lunch..

After that we attended a talk again..its on Image and identity. I learnt how to walk like a leader, sit like a leader and etc..quite interesting hahas..everyone was engaged in it ..

Project planning for visit to the Orange Valley Nursing Home. We decided on wat to buy for them etc.. and after that leaders of each grps went to buy the items..then we had dinner..then had a few inspiring talk by few teachers then went off for supper and slept..

Day 2 we had our 5bx..then attended servant leadership course..although the theory was uite boringbut i like all the games and learn how to dance hahas..then after that we had lunch then off we go to visit the old folks..i got to know an old folk named Ong Eng..she kept telling me that her name is ong eng hahas..quite cute..she is 96 this yrs..woots..hahas..hope that she will have a eternal life..

then we came back to sch..the first grp..then went to practise cheer and bath..first person to bath again..then saw BB boys running or should i say training..then went dinner and then we had talks by 2 leaders..Terence and Jerome..quite interesting..then we had cheering competition..

After that talk by ms tan again..then after that debrief by grp leaders and supper and slept..

Day 3 we did our 5bx then had breakfast. then went to pack our bags..and each of the grp are being sent to one classroom each to decor it..then we had prize giving..my grp won the champion for the games..and together with grp 2 &3 we won the second for the cheering competition..

Then that marks the end for 2008 Mega student leadership Camp..

2008-11-19T23:38:00.002+08:00

Holidays are like not holidays for me and maybe some other ppl outside..

Cuz during holidays my schedule are fully packed..wan to work also cannot..

Tml got energy experience then fri got Aq training and Drill training..Sat got inter coy games..Sunday is the only day that i can work..then mon to wed got mega camp..ppl says that its our last camp in fajar so ask me go..then go lor..i also wan the tee shirt hahas..

then thursday got energy experience again and fri work..sat got Kayaking and sunday also got kayaking..bloody hell sia.. somemore got FAA..SGB..wat founders test..all this will die one sia..maybe can only work in next yr eoy after my O levels lols..

Like that wher got money buy phone??i wan buy phone father don allow..then wan pierce ear father also don allow..i dun care liao ar..Dec going get one ear hole hahas..with jonathan and hao ming..haahas...then dye my hair after the founders test..

Still wan buy go out de shoes la..basketball shoes la..running shoes la..so many things to buy but get money from where?Hais..wan work ppl kpbu..hais..

Signing off
Xiao Hei Zhu

2008-11-17T00:06:00.005+08:00

Back from OBS!!

Yoz everyone i am back..went with a exciting heart cuz i told myself to enjoy it hahas..report to sch and off we go to Punggol Jetty..Saw alot of schools there..then we were being seperated into groups..

My group consists of Carol, Hao ming, Kai ming, Jiale, Cai Ling, Di Jing, Atiqah, Kamilah,Ni Zam and me myself.These are from Fajar Sec. And Zhi Xiong, Faiqah, afiqah, chee xin and carl frm ZhengHua Sec. We had a happy time together during the past 5 days..Lets start from the first day..

Took a boat to Pulau Ubin. When i first entered the boat, i felt very giddy then i sat one side and pray. Then God answered my prayer..thank god..then reached there with my instructor, Ahmad.He is quite a nice guy, a funny guy, and has alot of story to share with us hahas..using those stories to teach us new values..then we did self introduction and some ice breakers. After that went to had our lunch..the meal there all not bad one except for some that we cooked ourselves hahas..

Then we changed into Track pants for belaying lessons and Trust fall..but they gave the game another name, i forgot wat name le. Then it was quite fun cuz i am nt afraid hahas..then went for belaying..belayed our teammates ..this is to train for us for the coming height challenge.

Then it was alrdy dunno wat time alrdy..then we did PT..and dinner and had first aid lesson..then we went to pitch our tents at one of the hill??Cuz its the first day, i still dunno how to pitch and while he is explaining i was slping cuz be4 we reported to sch, Me hao ming and jiale went to kai ming hse to play mahjong till morning lols??

So most of u will see us like going to die soon hahas..

Day 2

Woke up and unpitch the tents..then went for our morning PT..so sian lor cuz we still very slpy..then I only remember we packed our bags and prepare to leave camp 1 soon. but be4 that we did our height challenge..not i wan to boost..but i am really very fast in climbing those high elements thingy ahhas..pro rite? the whole team only me and ni zam climb two elements cuz we too pro lols jkjk..then we went for kayaking..we kayaked to camp 2 during the journey my triyak capsized 5 times lols..2 times were asked by the instructors and 3 times by our own..lols..so funny sia..

Then after we reach camp 2, we were told to pitch the tents, cooked our dinner, bath. So my team, Oh ya..Its Called Elizabeth..they say its one of the famous ppl in e world..i also dunno..then we divided the job..Some of the boys went to pitch the tents, the girls went to bath and after that went to cook dinner..then the boys go bath..so after all thing, we had a briefing about the sea expedition the next day. then went to slp..

Day 3

Woke up and unpitch the tents. We took our kayaks and kayaked around Pulau Ubin one round lols..although its small but its difficult..I caused my team to be the last one..Sad..then change kayaks with some one from maris stella. then i bcame the first few kayaks..lols..then after that change again..i with Hanafi and Carol. then kayak till half abit of storm came, so we took refugee at one of the resort there..then after that we continue to kayak till one place..then we pitch tents there and No bath for us. Eeee..then cooked our dinner and half way through, it rained!! so heavy that our tents are wet..slept like that throughout the nite and i became very smelly.

Day 4

Woke up and unpitch the tents..and clear the whole area and prepare for our land expedition..There is someting very wrong..cuz normally i walk the BB expedition abt 20km or more..not very tired..for this expedition, walked only 5km damn tired then wan die le..guess why??cuz the bag is damn heavy..with tent attached to my bagpack..lols about 10-15kg??

Then walk walk walk...did not manage to complete..then came back camp 2, were asked to go up the bt tinggi and find one tag and come down lols..then completed..Then abt 5 ++.. Ahmad told us that we had 2 hrs to cook eat and there will be a boat taking us back to camp 1..everyone were like very happy..but the time is we reported at 8..and he said that the boat had left..but from my point of view they did not arrange a boat for us?Then we were told to walk back..its only a short distance..then in the midst, no one is allowed to on torch..lols..then the instructor said that from now on we are going to walk solo then we meet another instructor in front lols..then cai ling very scare ask me faster chase up with her lols..HAHAS..Then after everyone met up and we continue the journey..after a while we reached..we quickly pitched the tents and went to bath..then we had a debrief and we slept..

Day 5

We woke up late this morning..almost everyone was late..the Did PT..then Clearing of the place..and we missed out one game.that jetty jump..cuz we were late..then we stayed in the hall and relax then suddenly ahmad came back with an angry face..cuz he told us to get in a circle be4 he come back but we didnt..so did a mass debrief for all the campers there and there off we go to the jetty..took our boat and reach the punggol jetty..and took our bus again off to sch..

The End!!